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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

new year is coming up...

New Year 2010..I'm eagerly await to enter into the new year as well as brings me along with a new new year resolution..em..let me think..haha..maybe I may not mention here because it ashame me..but thing for sure..I'm looking forward to pursue my study in Biomolecular Science..hopefully, I'll be able to excel throughout the programme duration..the duration might be shorter due to credit transfer..Therefore, I'll hold my degree in shorter parent..supported me to do not stop until degree...maybe by then I'll go for master and so forth..hopefully I can fulfil my parent dream..haha..
Talk about new year..i've planned with my cayunk to celebrate New Year together..but.we still blur..where to head..which place is the best spot to enjoy the momentous night..tomorrow is my dad birthday..I haven't prepared any of gift..due to me myself have insufficient money..we might celebrate in more moderate way..less than usual part about my dad..he don't actually bother, celebration..most important thing is remembering..maybe I am inherit his attitude..

Sunday, December 27, 2009


wee...~~i'm so excited..happy, bla2.thanks sangat pada kwn2 yg celebrate my burfday awal pagi tadi..i'm having a great fun..haha..thanks to my u so email and text msgs full with wishes..i'm so appreciate it..thanks for remembering..My God bless you all..a profuse thanks must go to my mum..for delivering me into this you mum so much..and dad..thanks for the wish also..second celebration would be tonight..this time with family..em..happy birthday also to my eldest brother..wish you for longevity and prosperity..huhu..peace

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Tick tock

time is ticking..tomorrow is my birthday. My eldest bro and I share the same date except for the year and time we born. I was born at 5 something in evening..a premature baby..and surely I was damn small. My weight was about a kilogram..haha. I hope tomorrow will be my day. which I hope, I will enjoy myself so much. I am now sitting on a couch writing this blog , alone in a friend says..he'll come over to celebrate my birthday tonight. My mum and sis go to attend wedding reception. haha..what's my plan eh for tonight?? em..i'm thinking of watching my favourite film maker last film..Muallaf..I love her films so much..

Eid Adha

Actually,I've run out of ideas to put into my blog..while I'm browsing my pictures folder..I've found a momentous pictures ..for God sake..I never celebrated Raya at Ampang with my grandma before.So I would attach some pictures..showing the joyness celebrating raya with my biological grandma.


trust and sincerity is the crucial part in a relationship, I believe everybody agrees with me. Why M is always question my sincerity, I know my own limits..and M should know M own limits..M frequently struck a wild thinking on my mind..seems to cover something behind me..I hope this relationship will long last..M keep saying , trust me, believe me..but the situation seems not allowing me to accept M words. To many things likely to appear gradually. If M really a trusted person, show me God..and vice versa.Month after we've declared I enjoyed myself so much. Lately, each time I went out with M, my tears seems becoming cheap.Seriously, I hardly cry, but M really made me mad. I love you so much, thank you for what you've done to me..I'm so appreciate it. I only hope you can be the one I can trust the most, and the one I can express my love and care..sorry because I hardly express my love, but I want you to bare in mind..I only love one able to long you treat me same as I treated cheating..please remember NO CHEATING..I hate a liar..If you don't do all the stupid may ignore what I mentioned above..peace

Sunday, November 29, 2009

jalan jalan kat kl

huhu. saya dan keluarga baru pulang dari kl..em..g umah nenek di many things happened..but mostly ok la..huhu...nak citer dari several most memorable scenes..mostlikely when my cousins and i went for jalan2...haha..we planned to watch new mase kiteorng dtg..most of the shows were at cancelled..jln2 kat around the utama..huhu..for's fine..but for 2 of my cousins who wore heels..hahax..kesian gler kat dorang...after jln2..lapar plak kiteorng ade idea yang x tau nak dikatakan bernas atau x..kiteorng g umah aunty yang dekat ngan o.u..kat mutiara damansara..kiteorng bg la die x kiteorng just pegi sajer..sesampai nyer kat dpn umah aunty and uncle were absent..they went out.yang ade bibik..kucing, iguana nd byk lg kiteorng pown ngan perut yang lapar tu./terus bertukar haluan..ngat kan nak mkn umah aunty skit ade sorang volunteer nak belanja cousin's yang belanja kiteorng kat hartamas square..then..mase raya haji..haha...saya pergi sembahyang x cayer je..huhu..x pe arr..teman nenek tercinta..huhu..ade jamuan skit kat mls la nak mkn..kat umah nenek.ramai giler yang datang..besh la..petang tu..kiteorng dah plan nak g tgk wayang kat galaxy ampang..mase pegi aunty antar...kiteorng tgk...twilight saga..huhu..akhirnyer..tempat tu agak merunsingkan..takut maa...we ngat kan nak g pavillion ker..or klcc..but ini tempat yang paling dekat ngan umah nenek..just imagine..kiteorng mlm2 blk jalan kaki dari galaxy ke umah nenek..nasib baik ade short cut..actually bley call my dad..cuz i dad is around..but i sajer nak jalan ramai2 ngan cousins lain..sampai je umah..mkn..and boom terus tido..huhu..

Friday, November 20, 2009


I'm now preparing stuff to pack into my luggage..I gave my mum stack of clothes, 2 boxes of toiletries and other necessary stuffs. I don't have any idea what to cousins are just different..they do have quite numbers be..of clothes..i think..I'm going to be defeated..maybe in a week they will buy 2 or 3 pairs of clothes..huhu..Therefore..i think..i should buy new clothes either..maybe KL..yeah.!! I love shopping in One many gorgeous apparel's a shopping heaven..a mecca for fashionista..maybe..i'm not included..and maybe also yes..huhu...Unfortunate we have to go by bus..because my dad working..then next week he'll fetch grandma..going to wait at long i haven't step my feet at Pudu..I has undergo several renovation..which cost quite loads of expenses..yeah..peace

Christmas @ New Year at Mutiara Damasara

huhu..i'm actually planning to go to the curve mutiara damansara on christmas and new year for watching a big performances backgrounded with dark skies with glimpse of moon shines...huhu..a fireworks performances..if I got time..or buddy to hang out with..I coudn't resist the temptation to watch those kind of performances as well stage performances..i'ts going to be a big party..I always participate it before..but i'm uncertain for this time..because my soulmate will be in Singapore..some unsettled matters to be major possibilities i'll be with my cousins..hopefully my mate will settle those things we can hang out together having quality previous memories when I used to attended the same festive last year New Year 2009..remain fresh..and I stil l remember my friend and I watched Bedtime Stories at Cathay Cineleisure Damansara..that movie ended at 11.30pm...then we got 3o minutes to go to the main square..near the stage..prepare ourselves with couples of snow spray..when the time came..we screamed like hell at the mean time spraying people around that matter who you are..we feel so close more stress appeared.. before we came back..we bought Mc Donald..i have my McD porridge..wait the traffic to relief then we back..I arrived at home at about 4 or 5am..took my shower..then..boom..sleep volunteer to accompany me, just text me..peace..

funny dad called me just now..he says regarding the degree course..i've informed him before that i'm not recruited for this dec intake..and he was silent and wondering either...then he called several influenced people..asking how to do..and what to do..yeah..i'm his only hope..he concerns about me so uncle said, we have to call the faculty..maybe the result haven't come out..I tried to reach several friends..they said the result come out at 3rd week of december..what!! I have misunderstood the i'm releasing my relief sigh..I thought of changing the course..because previous chosen course was a random pick..without precise thinking..I hope..i will be one of the lucky person who will be recruited for the students intake..i'm not ready yet to thread onto working my parents so much...nothing more worth than you both..God bless my family..peace

i'm back..

after quite a long period of time..i'm back writing my blog...i just don't have brilliant ideas to talk about..but what makes me come back is because of yesterday my friend wants me to update my blog..em..nothing much interesting occured in the very recent days..except mum gave me pile of cash to buy a brand new hp..i was like..what!! are you sure..actually i have talk about this particular hp before to her..and i don't expect she going to take it seriously..then she said..she agreed to give me some money...i cost me bla2..i bought my hp with my newly met friend..he is so good at bargainning stuff..huhu..we got quite much less than its actual i'm owned a windows mobile dream hp actually is a blackberry..but it's ok..maybe the features is much better..because with addition of video call, gps navigator, wifi, bla2..thank you so much i can read my notes straight away from my pocket pc..huhu...tommorow, we are going to KL..visit my grandparents..who live in damansara and my biological grandma in ampang..muet exam last day...em..i feel so bad..i'm totally not satisfied with what have i ideas just stop..and i was blank..haha..let it go...don't want to mess up my mind with those thinking anymore..but i'm hoping for the nice looking result..peace..

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Its bloom again

Huhu..I just can't believe I got fell in love again..I thought of vanishing the word LOVE in my life seems been highlighted and filling this lonely heart..peace

Monday, October 26, 2009


"F” is for Fun…………That friends share when they are together.

“R” is for Reliability….A true friend is someone that you can always
rely on.

“I” is for Interest…….Someone who is genuinely interested in you,
your fears, joys, and life.

“E” is for Energy………They pick you up when you are down, and give
you the energy to go on and believe in yourself.

“N” is for Nothing……..Nothing is ever too much, no matter what time
it is, night or day.

“D” is for Distance…….Although the miles may separate you, a true
friend is never far away.

“S” is for Secrets……..Your feelings and personal/private thoughts
that you can only share with a friend.

“H” is for Happiness……The way I feel when we are together.

“I” is for Inseparable….Through good times and bad, tears and
laughter. A friend will always be there for you.

“P” is for Perfect……..The friendship is to make both perfect..which both compliment each other and accept what it is.

Saturday, October 24, 2009


I summon my mood to come back being an active blog writer..not much significant moment to tell within the gaps..the only memorable scene would be when I sat for MUET oral test which due on last Wednesday at Malacca High School. It was totally out of my expectation, I thought it would be few candidates and the candidates would around my age. What shocking me, some of them were eligible to address as uncle or aunt. Generally, I have a great fun meeting new people, polishing my communication skill as well as enhancing my self-esteem. I got another 3 tests on go..reading..writing..and listening..A matter of concern for me is writing..It takes me quite long time I haven't check out for essay book. I almost forgot all the necessary formats to write letters, reports etc.Em okay.....daa..peace

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Here I come

I'm tirelessly preparing myself for the MUET examination which is due tomorrow. I made up my mind, whatever happen I have to go through this, unless I died before the examination begin. Huhuk..hopefully not..sins overweight my deeds..and for sure I'm not ready to meet the Divine God..I need His bless...for me to confront all these things..I have made a full rehearsal in my room in front of the magic mirror..Tomorrow attire would be:... a blue stripes long sleeve clothes by padini authentic , skinny jeans by A X.. tie by People, shoe by Nike..and bag by rushai leather...thanks for the sponsors lah..thanks to my beloved ayah.Unfortunately, i'm not able to upload my pic..because of this crap connection...peace

Monday, October 19, 2009

Malaysia Day

I watch Buletin Utama just now, and what catch my attention is the declaration of 16Th September as a public holiday. It is a great approach made by the government under the administration of a brilliant Prime Minister..After this, people priority to youngsters will know what had happen on 16Th of September 1963, where peninsula Malaysia combined with Sabah and Sarawak made up a Malaysian federation. A momentous date that should be always in Malaysians' mind. I love Malaysia, I love my country..Peace


boring nyer..why boredom always haunting me...last night activity was read old magazines..flipping thru page by page of old magazines was kind of interesting. Check out for the trends, style.. because the trend and style is cycling..old trend comes back and new trend fades away..I am a full timer critic for my family, especially on my mum appearance..she always seeks for my advice in apparel choosing, cosmetics products,bags,stilleto,shoes and whatsoever...huhu..peace

Sunday, October 18, 2009


I would like to quote a phrase from famous writer , Evelyn Beatrice her famous quotation she said "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it".Referring to the quotation I would like to make a deduction in which everybody has their opinions, thoughts as well as their undeniable rights. In no matter form of thought either condemnation , constructive criticism, direct criticism and so, I want to propose my criticism on today's Internet connection. So slow maaa...I'm sick of it....Y! messenger..why it doesn't perform pic does not appear though I try so many times..tension maa...I totally blank..don't know what to do besides of blogging. This is the only favourite site that I can access today..and I even don't able to access me..maxis broadband sux..don't call it broadband if the outcome is like this..maybe it has to change its name to maxis narrowband..that would be appropriate..ooppss..sorry..daa..peace

Saturday, October 17, 2009


In the Name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.All Praise is due to Allah The Exalted, and May Allah raise the rank of our beloved Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him,his kind relatives and companions, and protect his nation from that which he feared for them thereafter. This is not a religion sermon..A bone of contention I write this entry is..I need His guidance in which path I should choose..I am now having problem in deciding which course I should pursue on..I am completely have no dad said I should go for homeopathic medical sciences in CUCMS..but i rather choose biomolecule sciences in UiTM....I believe his choice always be best for me..He always assist me in any kind of matter..especially in study. The main interest is now, I don't like to deal with people in my future career..that is my weakness..which I hardly cope..Can I change that mind set...I afraid of dealing with many people which I also had a pessimistic minded. The previous experiences taught me..In a monologue mode..I ask I able to change this nearly fix minded...?? ermmmm...maybe yes...take your time..Argh..till when...till you completely confident. Okay..I will put my father's suggestion into consideration..peace

A brand new bicycle was funny..exciting..hilarious and many more emotions mixed up. Because I got a brand new bicycle..which it not an ordinary bicycle owned by most of the cycle rs in Malaysia. Mine was a Japan made bicycle, imported ones with a striking orange in colour with a pure leather seat, add with a speed gear application,a disk type brake and most amazing criteria would be it is a fold able bicycle, so no need to worry where to put the bicycle next. Actually, it take me quite long time I've never ride a bicycle before. What makes me interested is my mom also got one, so we think of rather than go for jogging we may now cycling..a brand new activity during our spare time.We surely looks like Japanese or Korean up next... huhu..peace

Friday, October 16, 2009

come on lah...

Omg..they make this again..again and again..I'm getting sick of this. Please give me way out of this complicated circumstances. I have to tell this despite the pain I got, each time they quarrel. Because I couldn't resist the tense given to me as it become tenser and tenser..ayah- mak please stop this..i feel really down and sad..till I write this post with my shivering fingers pressing the pad slowly and my tears drop down on the pad..this is not the cool thing.I'm a son, i want to be responsible for both of them, think about your children. Come on...!!..forget about those stupid things. I'm in the middle of the dilemma, where I should go i should lead my own way..I don't want to be a scrap for the family, race, country..Oh my goodness..things that I keep for all this while is now unveiled. Guys..pray for my family happiness. I really want a great family..peace

Thursday, October 15, 2009


Jogging-a routine activity if I got spare time usually in the morning. Last day,8Th October 2009.. I have to change my jog route as the path that I'm usually pass was block by a gang of dogs, scrappy dogs which one of the scariest animal ever..what sparks in my mind at that time was if they caught me, I'm surely dead, sempat lagi I ngat kat Dr Hana..about rabies virus which transmitted to human by animal particularly dog. Then, I decided to change my route to a place near the estuary, the place was simply amazing.On my right hand side was a jetty..whilst on my left hand side area was full with construction sites..I saw many Indonesian workers pushing their strength to the limits, yeah it was a gruelling work. Indonesia?? Suddenly something struck my mind..a "Bendera" organization..which planned to attack Malaysia on 8Th of October was quite frigthen regarding the issue. Then what else, I quickly walked away from the area, which I afraid of being assault by the Indonesians. Thank god nothing is happening.. I know Indonesian is not that bad. Maybe, their emotionality overcome the let us tighten the ties..not to break the ties..peace


I was so regret and ashamed of making an open confession in the latest meeting. A group debate regarding an issue, which it touches my sensitivity because I feel the hard hit as well as I feel like my heart was stomped until it crushes into pieces. I hope this thing would not happening to anybody else, because it was so hard to swallow the pain.Suddenly, moisture from my eyes brimmed over dropping my precious tears..Let me myself and my family go through this..guys pray for my blissfulness..Insya-Allah..peace

Simpler template

I chose a simpler template in line with my simple life I'm leading now.. green colour which bring a serenity and tranquility senses, enhancing as well as relaxing mind..if you don't like with the latest template, give me a comment..i will ignore it...hahax nope..i'll put into consideration..daa..peace

Adrenaline rush

I feel the adrenaline is rushing in my blood veins currently each time I think of my upcoming MUET test. It pretty much makes me fizzy and dizzy..yeah..i don't know which and how to do the preparation for the upcoming test..I really don't have any idea/..hello everybody!! somebody help me!! em...maybe nobody will give their hand..I just have to practice myself speaking infront of the mirror confidently, elegantly, the last word should be avoided.. yeah..okay that's all..peace


Yesterday my friend and I went for outing..we went out at about 7.oopm. As we arrived in Melaka Mall we straight away bought 2 tickets for a movie called Papadom. It such a wonderful film, no wonder if the film got many awards. The story revolved around a father who really care of his daughter which incidentally brings trouble. An over protective father who only have a daughter and nobody else in his life. This story ended up with a great ending..a happy ending cool..guys!! you got to try watch some..WE watch it at MBO Melaka Mall, usually in Melaka I always go to GSC 3M..this was the first time I went to MBO Melaka. The place was really cool also, nice decoration, arrangement, lights...Then, after we finished watch the movie we went to klebang, bay area where many people hang out there, we don't like loafing we jsut want to breathe a breeze air from the sea. Suddenly my tummy groaned indicated an emptiness..hehe..then we went to nearest restaurant to feed my tummy. After a while, we decided to go to Jonker walk , which located in the heart of the town.After I finished my meal we went to Jonker Walk..we thought there is a "pasar malam" there.. But yesterday they don't have. So, he straight away sent me back home safely..peace

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to my newly met friend, I know your birthday is tomorrow 14th October, and wanted to be the first person who wish you,wish you for longevity and prosperity..May Allah bless you always...peace


I just arrived from S.Alam yesterday at 7.34pm , my thanks should go to my friends who help me a lot..during my visit to S.Alam, saya rasa sangat bertuah kerana mempunyai rakan yang concern about me..hari ni saye akan bercakap dalam bahase rojak..huhu..suka suki sajer.. special thanks should be given to Shah, Syahril, Hafiez and byk lg kerana menolong saye..sorry sgt2 krn Shah..stew yang u buat to sedap cume I x suke mkn daging so I x habiskan. To syahril, sorry cuz ganggu waktu bljr u, to hafiez sorry cuz ganggu waktu kerje u.. syg bngt kat kwn2 sume.. gambr i mase kat umah sewa dorang kat klang..peace

Friday, October 9, 2009

I'm here back in shah alam

hahax..right now I'm sitting on the cosy seat in one of the cc in Shah Alam. I just arrived here very recent. I departed at 8.30am this morning, "thing" that commuted me here of course la other transport any cheaper than I prefer to sit in bus. I arrived here at exact 10.30am. I took my nap while on-the-way here, because quite tired an of course because of boredom that always haunting me. Yesterday, my friend came to my house, we have a great conversation..not much thing spoke by him, I was the one who talk more. I was pretty shocked because in sudden he told me he wants to come to my house. While I'm busy packing for my stuff in my luggage, I stopped , tidy up my room and lil bit more at the hall, to give him pretty much nice impression. After we got long chit chat then he went back home. So, I continued packing my stuff, I hope nothing necessary left back. After the talk tomorrow I will follow my aunt back to TTDI. Maybe on next Monday I'll back to Malacca...peace

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Bad Day

my pics folder was lost + scolded by my dad + my lovely pen was lost + my bro was fined + my pimple inflamed + parent quarrelled + argh..I hate it so much


What...I lost the whole pictures folder....the folder consists of all the pictures old and the most recent which captured my memories in it. Argh...I don't remember where I put the folders, I tried to check up at the recycle bin, it was not there...I searched at every single folder and it was not there also..I'm clueless right now..where should I find program in window also couldn't find..okay..I need to continue seeking for the pictures..peace

Monday, October 5, 2009


Dear friends,
I could not follow you guys go to Genting..I'm actually really want to go there spending quality time with you guys.. but what to do..I have financial difficulties currently. My parent don't want to support my expenses at the moment due to we got spending limitation. I mean, I am ruling to abide the rule as I have channel my spending into somewhere else.This is the consequences of spending money without think wisely. Yeah..I admit I can't resist the temptation to go for shopping. Hope you guys will have a great time at the City of Entertainment..peace


As soon as I arrived from JB, I took my bath and bla2.. then, like my regular basis I put on astringent of my face follow by concentrated serum..then, when the time comes for anti-blemish oil,tea tree oil was dripped into my eyes..I immediately ran to the toilet and washed with flowing water. eyes were reddened and so irritated,I let it open in a flowing water, I scream out loud call for my parent..they were so shocked and asked me what was happening.My mum as usual nagging about my clumsiness, hahax. Actually I want to drip it precisely at my pimples which around my forehead region, without realized it dripped so fast into my eyes. Stupid oil..emm...stupid me also... thank god, nothing bad happen..thanks to my prompt my brain, my nerve and bla2...Now it back to its duty, work to give me sights. peace


It took me for ages for me to go back to my born place, in exact about 14 years. I'm grown up, so did JB. It has change quite a lot, it doesn't actually shocking me, because I've expected it to be. We went to numerous places I've used to go in my childhood time including places that I keep on hearing about, like Danga Bay, Iskandar Development Territory and so forth. What fascinate me is the modernized development occurring in Johore. 3-day 2-night not enough to explore the whole city. For 2 consecutive nights we went back to our rest house at late night. We explored the city treasures started from the early morning. We went to many recommended places just want to satisfy our desires. At night, the city is so lively, i've informed by my dad some of the shops are 24/7 open, that's great..In City Plaza, we watched a movie entitled Tsunami at Haeundae. At the very beginning of the story, I kind of funny intercepted with serious scene which showing the real life of what has happening around the area.It reminded my my beloved film-maker Yasmin Ahmad. The story end up with heart-wrenching ending, I was not exceptionalized to drop my precious fluid drip from my eyes called tears. Not to be forgotten I visited my former primary school, my former house, where my dad has sold it to a chinese man. My parent took this opportunity to visit their close friends who live around. too many things I'm not mention in this post, I think this is enough to show how delighted am I right now..peace

Friday, October 2, 2009

back to JB

Tomorrow, mum+sis+me...> JB....attend>>.dinner,,RAYE DiNNeR..hahax.For ages I don't go back to my born place..I was born in Hospital Sultanah Aminah, in an elevator..hahax..joking. I was a premature baby, I was retained in hospital for month till fully developed in the incubator. I mean, normal enough as compare to other normal baby born. My weight was only 1 kilogram, and my parent said I was so small. They put me a "zorro mask" to block ray from incubator from distracting me. I was raised there till I reached standard one, after that never come back. And tomorrow for the very first time after I moved, I will thread back to my "land". The excitement is start to boost, though my mum says there is nothing in JB, it just a city, not more than that.But for me it is something, to look back what you have left for so long,changes of atmosphere and bla2..peace


I just came back from jogging with my mum, we always jog when time allowing us to do so. Usually we jog near our house at the coastline backgrounded by straits of malacca..Today's quite windy and the whistling sound made us addition with recent report Tsunami occurred in some parts of Padang, Samoa Island..bla2.hope..It doesn't come to attack Malaysia..peace

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Hectic Day

haha...since morning till now I'm quite busy with my finishing my lab report, reading novel, watch movie, shopping, and most recent put in stamp into stamp album. Mum and I went to Mall to buy our stuff..well we hardly find anything enough..always wanted more..just want to make earlier shopping I spent about ....... ringgit to buy something stupid..haha..some people find it stupid but for me it is kind of investment. Here is a pic showing bulk of stamps from all over countries especially around archipelago such as Indonesia, Thailand...and some of it from Australia, and India. Actually I newly involved into this hobby, I catch it interesting. I received a message from Yana saying we got to attend an event which held in UiTM Shah Alam on 10 October..It kind of burden me, the event start at 8, just imagine how do I want to reach there by 8, so I presumed I need to stay one day somewhere near there. Nearest location is my grandpa's house which at TTDI. It takes about 1 and half hours journey, it would be longer if congestion occur. I thought of staying at my friend hostel, he gave me green light already. Only a matter of making him uncomfortable with my presence. High possibility I will stay at my friend place a day earlier..I mean maybe I will come on Friday..peace

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

twisted emotion

A mixture of sadness combine with happiness translating uncertain feels. I'm happy to finish my task as a student of microbiology study..I'm sad because have to leave my friends...Thing for sure our relationship will last forever. My close friend June, she gave me ang rm50 with a piece of card wishing me "best of luck"..a simple message..meaningful are some last day in lab..peace

Monday, September 28, 2009


I definitely found the place where should I express what I feel time by's here!!..yeah here..I don't meant to being scorn or cocky or arrogant or show off..It just what I feel and what comes in mind I convey through written might difficult to least I have buffer the the mean time my writing skill will gradually improve.. (maybe yes..or maybe not).. huh..tomorrow I will follow my parents go to my sis-in-law "graduation" in Kajang.. My dad come back this night from JB.. I will bring some coverage about it tomorrow..not so vital..but just want to fill my spare time writing. Guys please pray for my success in MUET..I'm nervous..peace

3 days on go...

Three days ahead I will finish my practical training for my last semester in microbiology study..I'm thinking of tread into job arena, maybe a part-timer.. I never worked before...Therefore I might find it hard..but not sure...hope I can adapt to the environment and kind of have a chemistry with the future job...My concern is where should I is easier for me to work at KL...because grandpa's house near by One, I thinking of stay there for quite sometime..he always wanted me to stay with him..maybe I will put that into the mean time my mum wants me to work nearby our house..main interest for the issue is do I want to commute from house to work place. I might stray my mum suggestion as I don't have transport..Frankly, I don't like use public transport in Melaka...I never get ride into bus in Melaka..except express friends surely giggle at me because till now I have none of the licenses, neither driving nor sucks...but what to dad disapprobation me from taking any of the license. Reason??? Only he knows..ask him....You all may see picture attachment..she is my best friend in my practical training..she hardly persuaded..I only got a sneak snap while we're having our lunch at Seleria..let me introduce=..her name is Junaida..she prefer to address herself as June..not many people recognized her as Malay people..she has deep accent in english..she only talk well in english though she is Malay..haha..but interesting to know her..she teaches me many things..I can say she is my god-mother, don't understatement us as couple or what so ever..It happens because we are so close until I heard the emergence of annoyed rumour about us..we just close friend..+++ ..the foods at Seleria are simply scrumptious...peace..

Sunday, September 27, 2009


worrisome..I'm worry to sit for Malaysian University English Test or in abbreviation MUET. My heart start to pound heavily when it comes to this matter in general, anything to do with examination. It seems I was jab for external adrenaline hormones that boost my anxiety...sigh by sigh I leaves behind..thinking regarding this matter.the venue for MUET at Malacca High School..21st Oct (speaking)..7th Nov (reading,writing & listening) ...peace

Hair done again comes my sis usual...mum+me+sis > salon > sis+hair highlight - 3 hours >= a brand new hair...but she refused to snap a pic..because her sunburned face not fully recover yet..I bought- 1 sculpting lotion_ back home..end..peace


hehe..I'm grin together with the excitement to see my great-grandpa name was appeared to be a road mum said my great-grandpa was kind and generous..he used to be a village headman...everybody around the area knew him..I don't get a chance to meet him...he passed away a year before I was born. My mum always tell me to mind about taking care of our family dignity..She always emphasize the word DIGNITY..mannerism..etiquette...++..peace

pic of the day usual boredom struck me again..

Saturday, September 26, 2009

get RoCk.. about 6 pm... my mom and I went to salon near our home..I only thought to accompany her but things get vary as I also made a hair done. We both colour our hair with 2 different tones of colours.*** Mine was deep mahagony colour while my mum was rich mahagony colour. We finished at 9 cost bla2*** need to tell. We both satisfied with the outcome..tomorrow we'll come again because my little sister wants to highlight her hair...A new hair done makes both of us more confident.. Hope ayah not get angry..sure he not..I'm very persuasive..hehe..peace*~*


BORING..a state I can't escape from..I got nothing else to do besides book...lazy) money) of being plump)..sleep..not yet drowsy)..argh..tension.. peace


Wake in sudden comforter was laid on the floor as I didn't on my aircond..I felt hot though fan is spinning rapidly..that is one of reason I wake quite early this morning. Loud sound from my radio intruded my ear.I wondering why is my hp doesn't yelp..usually it will yelp like a toddler. Then, I remembered yesterday I turned it off..somebody was interrupting me..I turn my hp on, I received 3 messages from my friend and 1 message from maxis..7 missed call were reported. It is from a stalker..I got to really watch who is calling me because I'm afraid of communicate with people, especially the strangers. I'm sorry if I don't pick up your call before your name appear on my hp screen..right now many people tend to commit cyber crime inclusive via hp. My attire for last night a banana republic tee with grey lining, a grey coloured boxer by calvin klien..peace

Friday, September 25, 2009


On my motorola screen shows current time 10.58pm ..mum has not back home yet..she left me at 3.00++pm till now she's missing in action..for sure she with grandma..does she going to grant her promise to buy big apple..em may be not..I lose my mood more appetite currently. I'm messaging with my friend to fade my worrisome. At least I got something to do to make me awake waiting for my mum.She just texted me, she is having her supper at somewhere..I don't want to reply because it only make me agitated. I never left by my parents before..then, i feel quite dejected. ++I almost break my lovely hp..mine is flip one..i let it wide open..then,I just jump onto my bed to read some magazine without realize my hp was beneath the comforter.. huhu thank god it not break apart..peace

leave me behind mum leave me..she goes to her cousin's house for raye with my grandma. My grandma arrived here at 2.00 pm..local time..(standard report). Grandma and my aunt stay at hotel for couple of days...her intention to come to Melaka is for Raye...My mum is so brilliant..she bait me Big Apple doughnuts ..hehe my favourite.. yesterday we also bought a box of big apple consisted 6 pieces of deadly yummy doughnuts...I'm now so boring..that is why i write this post..k la..I want to continue my reading..peace

Master of Disguise

Master of search of the true friend..i've found numerous characters represent individual..some are cool, talkative, bad-tempered and hypocrite..they may look normal at physical appearance, behind the curtain of their mind there is a hidden black secret inside..till now I don't comprehend the exact intention of these people who always want to conceal me, acting seems I'm a complete alien. Whilst they are actually the master of disguise who conceal their identities..talking bad thing about one individual to another...and try to play nothing has occurred. The result of the heinous act by them, I fell and trying to crawl back and gradually trying to stand-..Stand by my own more true friend in my vocabulary at that moment..only the selected persons were listed...others were annoyed. Grateful to God for giving me strength to fight, a will not to give I able to stand steadily without the assist of people called "friend".. huhu..peace

Jalan lagi

Huhu..Again! Yesterday my mum and I went to mall for shopping..we share the same interest..but because of my financial difficulties at the moment, so I just accompanied her shopping...She only wants to shop for her favourite cosmetic product..she has been a loyal customer for Skin Food Cosmetic product..emm...who suggested her?? of course la i..hehe...what makes us stick to this product is chemical free..and their products all scented, even the compact powder got a nice odour, furthermore Skin Food is a Korean Company..I love Korea..I wish to visit there my idol..huhu..RAIN**** friend who wants to come to my house call off her visit due to for a reason. My attire yesterday..a jacket, t-shirt, skinny jeans,boxer, shoe...supplement with a bag as an accessory...peace

Thursday, September 24, 2009


wargh..i feel dad has go back to JB this morning. I'm going to be so bores. Usually if he present, we always go out hitting many places..i have to wait for another 2 weeks ahead for him to get back in Melaka. In obverse, I'm delighted to have a visit from my U friends today..peace

Unveiled on October 12th

This Is It..after wide world mourned for the loss of King of Pop, Sony Corp will release brand new single entitled "This Is It"...the album will be unveiled on October 12th..for MJ the original..MJ..R.I.P..peace

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Stroll along Melaka river

4th day of raye..supposedly we just stay at home wait for guests..because of I hardly stand still, then i asked my dad to visit my best friend who sustain an injury due to road accident in Ipoh, then we went to Melaka the back of the world heritage preserved buildings there is a river called Melaka river. Melaka river used to be unpleasant before till it has been listed in Malaysia most polluted river. That title absolutely diminished as it has change so much. While we stroll along the Melaka river we saw a drama shooting under Singapore production. We stopped by to see how the actors acting, and how the director directing.Huhu..then we saw a Melaka River Cruise passing by us..I got ride twice into Melaka River Cruise before. An interesting experience got into the cruise..serve with unique scenery, a fusion between modern and traditional atmospheres producing extravagant feels. After we spent sometime at there, then we went to my former baby-sitter's house for raye... peace


Materialism...give meaning to the belief that material possessions and physical comfort are more important than spiritual values..please don't use me..i'm on my way to forget you..why do give me a shot again. I sought for advice from my best friend, he agreed that "bla" is a gold digger..I admit I went trough hardest time of my life to try forgetting "bla". I dreamt often about "bla".."bla" will always be "bla". What "bla" knows only money, stuff..i'm not rich...i can't provide what 'bla' extreme desires. Thirst of people money..but i don't know whether i have misunderstood "bla" or what.. in "bla latest text message-maybe it is a joke..but it portrayed "bla" greediness."bla" in the message said "bla" miss my laugh, my voice..bla2 and finally "bla" said what "bla" miss most is duit raye ...i'm a student..i don't have income and financial security..I just ignore "bla". A disappointment behind the ignorance..Hope "bla" will change..peace

bad news

I received a text message from my best friend, he said; "Saufi, dis raya i can't come 2 ur house.Becoz got an accdnt.So u've 2 cme my house lah..". Right after I received his message I tried to reach him, finally I did. I asked him what was happening, he said he got into accident, 20 stitches, broken bone and torn ligament at his right foot. To add salt to the wound he will miss several events which need him to attend.Pre-graduate dinner, Course dinner, and Dean Awards, plus his exam is coming up. As a friend i'm really worry about him, because it is hard to find friend like him. I will try to steal my time visit him soon..kay..peace

3rd Raye at Pantai Puteri

Yesterday my family and i went to Pantai Puteri together with my relatives at dad's side. Dad's Family Foundation had organized an event, a Family Day in intentionally to strengthen the ties amongst members. It is not the first time, it had been quite sometimes, but for sure. I still cannot mingle with them. There are various activities done, from all walks of life..activities for children till to the parents. I spent my day laid back read my newly bought novel entitled Twilight. The novel amazed me as far as I read. Varieties of foods served to fulfil people's multi tastes, alerted numerous tongue buds' sensors, scrumptious and mouth watering. Gifts were pile up to be given to the deserved winners. My second brother won the lucky draw..huhu it kind a weird also because this is the first time our family won the lucky draw..but it doesn't mean our family is not lucky enough.. I'm grateful to have my family...though there are error here and there, I believe it is common...My attire to the beach..I wore short pant, t-shirt, belt, unzipped sweater, cap, brief, bangle, necklace..huhu..peace

Tuesday, September 22, 2009




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