F**k la..

sume lembab arinie..why eh?? idiot...morons..the server la...haha..cool down babe. If the server is fine I wanted to share with you guys my favourite nasheed song sang by an Arabic guy, beautiful song, beautiful voice, beautiful video clip..everything is beautiful, very touchy. My mood has completely spoiled.
Tadi mkn mee pahit...ergh..taste sucks..thanks to honey dew bubble tea..relieving me a bit.

Global warming a doom for Asia's rivers

Global warming a doom for Asia's rivers

hang out at library

does it sound weird..usually people hang out at shopping centre, recreational park or maybe somewhere else that might be sounds good. But me, I just hang out at the library like a GEEK..eh..nope..I'm not GEEK..haha..just browsing around some infos in the Internet..like seeking info for my zodiac, my friends' zodiac, news, fashion trend..argh..what a boring life..I just couldn't escape from this world.."formal student life"..yucks..I'm now embedded between two gorgeous newly met guys..ceh.suke mereka dgr....haha..kwn marketing..which one is from biology course and another from business marketing course. WE have totally different interest, the one on my left hand side guy so DAMN interested in comics whilst on my right hand side..so excited to see his investment in KLSE..well business minded people always like that..KLSE..what's that??? ha ha..KUALA LUMPUR STOCK EXCHANGE..owh yeah..I just got my second test result..classify it as "just fine"..hopefully I'll get splendid result later. Okay, now I'm out of idea, okay daa..

Tazkirah Pagi

Ketika aku memohon kekuatan..
Allah memberiku kesulitan hingga aku kuat..
Ketika aku memohon kebijaksanaan..
Allah memberiku masalah untuk dipecahkan..
Ketika aku memohon kesejahhteraan..
Allah memberikan aku akal untuk berfikir..
Ketika aku memohon keberanian...
Allah memberikan aku ujian untuk aku atasi..
Ketika aku tidak pernah menerima yang aku pinta..
Tapi aku menerima apa yang aku perlukan...
Allah mengetahui setiap sesuatu..

Allah the Al-Knowing...the Almighty..Bless me always..peace

tranquil morning

No other sound intrude my ear drum except the buzzing sound from little stand fan positioned besides me, emm..WAIT!! I also hear cricket sound from the lawn outside, and a voice reciting Quran..it's so calming.Everyday during intersession I wake up at 4.30, no alarm needed. my body wakes by itself, after preparing myself(..brushing teeth..rinsing mouth ..cleansing face...bathing..shampooing..bla2..and lastly ablution.) Then, choose right apparel according to day, for example; Monday..should be quite formal, Tuesday, Wednesday,Thursday..no restriction, I may have a random pick...Friday, usually wear loose cut apparel ,,long sleeve shirt..haha..mcm girl plak..today I wear..a grey polka dot cardigan, with striking red colour shirt, and skinny jeans..bag..let me think..MAY be CLING BAG would be NICE..DONE..besides blogging, I'm now checking the news in the internet by which it has become one of my MUST thing to do before I off to class. Yeah..just to IMPROVE my general knowledge and by knowing current issues I can set up many conversations with my friends. I am prefer to read a conventional news form, which is newspaper, but online news is more economy..I don't have to buy and besides it can reduce the usage of paper..though papers are recyclable goods. stop till here cause I need to perform prayer..I'll continue it later on..peace

burp...

burp..in a matter of minutes,this empty tummy turn up to be fulled..thanks to my house-mate who brought me KFC..hehe.. he works in KFC, so almost every week he'll bring some meal for me..credits to him. How do I want to pay it back eh? em.. no idea. The fried chicken is so damn spicy, hate the recent flavour, too much black pepper, it make me sick. I'd prefer the previous spicy than current ones. But my mum says, just be grateful of what you have, think about others who less fortunate, sad..

PhotoFunia

PhotoFunia

interesting..

Welcome to Facebook

Welcome to Facebook

my afro hair

Omg...gene sape you inherit nie..sapaan org kat I..haha..I was like, I don't know, my mum got curly hair, but not so curly, it just wavy curly hair and mine..God..haha.. but i like it actually, it draws uninvited attention,everybody can't believe it, they thought I made a hair done "perm"..what for,?? yeah..I love go to salon, but not this!! I just go for hair treatments. I received critics and compliments, wait..why should you critics..it is a God gift, God created me this way, I enjoy it. Somebody call it fungi, maybe something wrong with the eyes, very distinct differentiable feature, still unable to differentiate..poor her?him? em..shockingly my niece also have the same trait as I am..yeah..here..I want to attach some pix on Mothers' Day Celebration..love u mum so much...Muah...100000000000000000000000000000x infinity.

gler lame..

haha..gler lame x post any entry...hari nie mcm bese lps class..mkn tido...that's my routine during intersession..as usual boring all the time..thanks to social city and my lover SI who not miss and tirelessly chatting..it helps a lot to reduce my boringness..telling about intersession, it really makes my life at class time..when off, i'm back to my dormant state..where I hibernate myself doing nothing but napping. Should not be a good example.I just received a text message from her telling she had arrived in Melaka safely. But i couldn't reply I'm out of credit, sad isn't it. What worry me is now is regarding our marketing project..my part is completed, only left to compile with others group members's part. Yeah..tomorrow...it creep me out..it the day where tears or laugh are about to determine..tears when you fail the subject..or laugh cause you excel. Oh my God..I really hope it's fine. Exam is nearing me, makes me tremble though no cold, my first test for marketing..I think I did it badly..second test even worse..hate myself. I just cannot control myself, nervous until it block my brain to think properly and arrange-ably, I just scribbles on the test paper, with my bad handwriting, error in language where me myself realize, but i just cannot repair it back back cause afraid I will not have enough time. I lend couple of novels, but none of it completed. Funny, I just cannot be somebody else, culture of reading is just not into me. Especially novel that revolves around cruelty. My graduation day was superb, love it. I'm eagerly wait to have my second graduation for my degree. Although not many friends picture able to captured, but enough with memories and experiences throughout 3 consecutive years. Sure, enough with 3 years numerous experiences I had, bitter sweet memories will always be in my heart. here are some pix on my graduation day...

"lights"

It has been so long my eyes was blinded..and now gradually its open and I saw the light at the end of the tunnel..seems to wave at me..ask me to come closer. Thanks God for giving me chance to change... What makes me change.?? me myself wondering why..But so far, I feel relief and tranquil.My parents stating their gratitude..when I said to them I have changed. I think, somebody had really made me realized the importance of "bla"...Tomorrow I'm going to have bio quiz..an open book quiz.

Soon after I had changed..in detailed..Last module in my faculty..they tried to emphasized about courtesy, politeness, bla2..to students..in contrast they portrayed the mirror image of what they tried to stress. What do they think they are?? Don't they know how to smile...or how to show some respect although we are students. I'm not saying all of them..but its the common matter emerged each time event was conducted. What a shame..

Despite all, I hope that I'll maintain and strive more for my betterment..I sick of minding people think about me...they just no exist..or maybe I have to take them as my stimuli. haha..peace

no mood

argh..no mood to study at moment..hate it..

why???...

twisted thinking..

tense...

remember the responsibility..get up..back on track..

k..daa..want to continue studying although at saturated state,..wee..

headache

cold weather, rainy..absolute conducive to rest and relax ..I wish I can enjoy my weekends better than this...this is referring to my condition now..in which tomorrow is going to be the first test in my Deg. in Biomol..test on gene expression..said to be killer subject for this semester..teaches by superb lecturer..haha..he is going to be placed on my favourite lecturer list next to Dr. Hana..in this case Dr. Saifulaman..proud to be his student...I've been informed that he is an Oxford alumni..wah..not easy to get through into that prestigious and prominent university on earth..and it said to be first malay man who graduated from that University..I googled up his details..come out with numerous searches..he also a head for the biotechnology department uitm Malaysia..and his research on bone cells have been brought to further research by our national cosmonaut to the outer space ..bla3..back to the prime reason I write this blog because..the tense I'm feeling now, I can't give my full concentration towards my study..I review and revise quite number of times..still cannot understand the notes trying to convey...to relief my tense..that is why I'm now writing this blog..k r..need to go for prayer...chaiyok2..bless be with me..InsyaAllah..peace.

%&&*$%$#

after a period of time..me silencing myself not to write and even seldom updating my status in facebook. I'm now writing this post..just want to attempt reactivating my mood in writing. I am so fail in writing..I forgot many of basic formats, committed numbers of grammatical errors..I'm sorry for that..but this is just a blog..not a formal place..where every single alphabet is taking for details..no spelling error..bla2..no such thing in blog.. I can write in many ways as I wish..as long as I feel satisfy..plus, I believe not many people will pay their visit to my blog..haha.
New Year 2010..my friends and I have a splendid moment...I was seemed to be exorcised by NEW YEAR SPIRIT..dance like hell..nah..joking..I followed the beats and the crowd was damn cool..previous year I celebrated it at The Curve..then this year I made a slight change on the venue..haha..Pavilion..the Glamorous place in KL..located nearby StarHill Gallery...a Mecca for tycoons and fashionistas..

new year is coming up...

New Year 2010..I'm eagerly await to enter into the new year as well as brings me along with a new resolution...my new year resolution..em..let me think..haha..maybe I may not mention here because it ashame me..but thing for sure..I'm looking forward to pursue my study in Biomolecular Science..hopefully, I'll be able to excel throughout the programme duration..the duration might be shorter due to credit transfer..Therefore, I'll hold my degree in shorter period..my parent..supported me to do not stop until degree...maybe by then I'll go for master and so forth..hopefully I can fulfil my parent dream..haha..
Talk about new year..i've planned with my cayunk to celebrate New Year together..but.we still blur..where to head..which place is the best spot to enjoy the momentous night..tomorrow is my dad birthday..I haven't prepared any of gift..due to me myself have insufficient money..we might celebrate in more moderate way..less than usual maybe..best part about my dad..he don't actually bother about...gift, celebration..most important thing is remembering..maybe I am inherit his attitude..

burfday

wee...~~i'm so excited..happy, bla2.thanks sangat pada kwn2 yg celebrate my burfday awal pagi tadi..i'm having a great fun..haha..thanks to my cayunk..love u so much..my email and text msgs full with wishes..i'm so appreciate it..thanks for remembering..My God bless you all..a profuse thanks must go to my mum..for delivering me into this world..haha..love you mum so much..and dad..thanks for the wish also..second celebration would be tonight..this time with family..em..happy birthday also to my eldest brother..wish you for longevity and prosperity..huhu..peace

Tick tock

time is ticking..tomorrow is my birthday. My eldest bro and I share the same date except for the year and time we born. I was born at 5 something in evening..a premature baby..and surely I was damn small. My weight was about a kilogram..haha. I hope tomorrow will be my day. which I hope, I will enjoy myself so much. I am now sitting on a couch writing this blog , alone in a house..my friend says..he'll come over to celebrate my birthday tonight. My mum and sis go to KL..to attend wedding reception. haha..what's my plan eh for tonight?? em..i'm thinking of watching my favourite film maker last film..Muallaf..I love her films so much..

Eid Adha

Actually,I've run out of ideas to put into my blog..while I'm browsing my pictures folder..I've found a momentous pictures ..for God sake..I never celebrated Raya at Ampang with my grandma before.So I would attach some pictures..showing the joyness celebrating raya with my biological grandma.

trust

trust and sincerity is the crucial part in a relationship, I believe everybody agrees with me. Why M is always question my sincerity, I know my own limits..and M should know M own limits..M frequently struck a wild thinking on my mind..seems to cover something behind me..I hope this relationship will long last..M keep saying , trust me, believe me..but the situation seems not allowing me to accept M words. To many things likely to appear gradually. If M really a trusted person, show me God..and vice versa.Month after we've declared I enjoyed myself so much. Lately, each time I went out with M, my tears seems becoming cheap.Seriously, I hardly cry, but M really made me mad. I love you so much, thank you for what you've done to me..I'm so appreciate it. I only hope you can be the one I can trust the most, and the one I can express my love and care..sorry because I hardly express my love, but I want you to bare in mind..I only love you..no one able to replace..as long you treat me same as I treated you..no cheating..please remember NO CHEATING..I hate a liar..If you don't do all the stupid thing..you may ignore what I mentioned above..peace