Terima Kasih..

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah melukai hatimu, karena dia telah membuatmu kuat

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah membohongimu, karena dia telah membuatmu lebih bijaksana

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah membencimu, karena dia telah mengasah ketegaranmu

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah mengkhianatimu, karena dia telah melatih kesabaran dan menguji kesetiaanmu

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang mengecewakanmu, karena dia telah melatihmu untuk lebih ikhlas

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang menjaga dan mengerti semua keadaanmu, karena disitulah Rahman Allah ada bersamamu

Final is nearing

oh gosh..what to do..in a blink of an eye it just few weeks ahead. and I still here. not doing anything..why am i so lazy to study?? why is my brain keep on protesting, why is my body keep on repelling from study desk, why is my eye shuts early, where is my mind goes, my heart..these are questions and the symtopms called syndrome of LAZINESS..Tolong la..wake up..nk dekat dh exam nie..concentrate skit..think about ur parents, think about ur future..just few more steps on go.GO!!Go!! saufie..u can do it..!!!

Down..

These days, i feel really bad..really2 bad..it come out of sudden..sad in a middle of laughter, yeah..peeps might say i'm mad or whatsoever, but do i care what u say peeps. No body care about how i feel, how much the pain i hold. What they see only Saufie who always act normal. They do not know,then.. do not ever ever judge people. Yeah, i did sometimes judge people, but they are people that i don't really know and it just for the sake of kidding. Not to mention internal conflicts within my family, myself, me and friends..just add more salt on the wound..till now, i hardly describe what i really feel. Bad3..final is nearing, and i have no mood to study. It affects me so much, and i realized my academic performance was relatively bad.. again bad word comes. I need friends, at most cases, i failed to choose a right friend. I'm so wanna leave Malaysia very soon if a got a chance..

near dawn

it almost near dawn, I just woke up from sleep intended to look up for some informations about my project. The project that make me sick, do not understand the supervisor's requirement and expectation cuz he is just brilliant. How can you expecting high from a degree student, who are not into that field and may not included in syllabus studies. Things that, my friend and I just knew, still unclear. Yes, I do admit that I'm lazy and ignorance in some way, but really not brainless. He might have a great brain, but will he have a well coordinated body like me, used to be a dancer and a violinist,,haha..(; . Today, I'm going to meet one of my favourite lecturer, hopefully she can lend her hands, some motivations to boost us up...peace.

Shooting

huhu..my friends and I just finished shooting for a very short song clip, which require each one of us to lip-singing..huhu. It kind of funny, cuz we are quite bash especially when encounter with camera, do some acts in front of camera is really not our specialty. But, some did it very well..others are just nice..haha. Me..em..just nice maybe, cuz I think , I'm not being me for that particular act, awkward in another word to describe it. Everything went smoothly, thanks for the splendid idea sparked by young creative man. He is just awesome!!!...ceh..okies..need to go..pile of works await me..daa..peace

knp??

Knp ek..die suke nak marah2..?? dh x de keje len ke..klu betuL powN sakit. x leY cKp elok2 ke...

siape u Senang2 nk ckp Orng len brainless..Dh lame ke gune brain tue..ckp Tu biar r bek2 skiT..mane nk eLok sakit tu klu ari2 buat Dosa..orng doa buruk2..tau la pandai..tp ngat dr mane dtgnyer Ilmu tue..klu Dia nk amik..senang2 je..cm syialll jer, betul2 wat ak down..orng yg pernh ak admire dlU dh jd orng Yg ak ........ skrG.. klo ko bgs sgt G r kuar dr sini..x sesaui la ddk ank bangsa klu asyik nk mrh2..jatuhkn org mlayu sendri..

k r..ak ni pown buat Dosa ckP burok psl orng..dah2..cukup r tu..mesti ad hikmahnyer..

mm..

mm..thinking the fresh idea to write about.owh yeah, I got something to share, it is about me and my own dumminess. haha..weird isn't it. I am so boring right now due to my stupid action, not really stupid cause if I know the consequences, I would not let it happen. actually, i've been missing facebook,twitter bla2 so much..and I get so excited when I get home, I tried to connect, unfortunately, my broadband was barred.No other reason than not paying the bill, kay..I put that case aside, then I come with a wise idea, tried to connect to my cousin line, wimax...em using my lappy wireless app. It has been so long I haven't online using wifi, so I merely forgot how to get connected. I thought it must have problem with the software, therefore I uninstall it so I can use the other existing app in my lappy. I don't know that they both are related..so, once I uninstall the pro intel wifi software it also distrupt the whole wireless' function..n now i'm blogging with my mobile. thank god. I can still get connected with my mobile.

Places

KL central always be the witness of our relationship,

KLCC represent our relation, where it has to bound together forming a beautiful masterpiece.

Times Square and MidVAlley are the hubs for us To satisfy our crazy Fashion desires,

RapidKL -commute us most of the time

UiTM's library..haha, most chosen dating spot-study gak la..

PKNS and SACC mall places we hits when bores,

McDonald..haha..not to mention..a place for us to stay up..studying like hell..

etc...

Law Fac, AS Fac..haha..especially next to viro lab..favourite place reminiscing the memory of my Fav lecturer Dr Hana..

etc..

Watson..is a must place to go..my fav personal store..MPH..haha..her world..

me either..but just browse fashion magazines and stuff.

Welcome back

So long..x tulis Blog nie..numerous reasons..

antaranyer Malas, x tau Nak tulis ape, x de mase, x de mood, N byk lg...

X de ape nk tulis la..tp sj nk post..ni la die hasilnyer..

kemalasan melampau

kemalasan yG sering melanda diri Ini sdh MenJadi Jadi..byk Mase yg ade..tp skit poWn x Dipenuhi dgN baiK..mmG sedey La..tp x Tau NaK wT cmNe..Ari nie 1 class je ade another 2 were cancelled..tomorrow Lab CanNot be proceeded due to cell culture x siap lg..so another penantian.but laB akn digantikn ngan Class Lecture..sedey nyEr tgk paPer test td ..mcM teRuk sajer...soB2..em wht to do..

hopefully Ok la,.

entah la

ape lagi yang saya nak merepek nie..ape pown mmg rindu sgt kat blog nie..sorry my dear blog for not posting any post for long time. haha..semester baru dh bermula..byk gak la bende2 besh and x besh berlaku...yang besh mase early week x byk class so pegi merayau around KL tgk movie sume...mmg syok abis r.. skrng dh mule bz.. dgn lab report nyer, assignment, test, quiz...argh...I'm started to feel d tense..rase mcm nak lari dr U..tambahan ngan mcm2 mslh lain yg timbul...mmg memberi lebih impak pada emosi and sume r...membuatkan saya bertambh mls dan mls...thanks to ayah kerana menjadi penyumbang besar kemalasan nie..

malasnyer

nape la arini malas sangat rasenyer,

I feel really down, no mood to study at all..

lagi nak dekat exam, lagi + malas

what am I suppose to do?? any Ideas??? brilliant ideas..study without tension

td pown dtg library stay kejap ke, x sampai berapa jam..then chow..

I hope tonight I own my mood again.."study mood"

hambaNya yang sering melakukan DOSA,mengharap keAMPUNANNYA,sesungguhnya diri ini insan yang HINA..

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia....
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih....
Allah SWT sudah menghitung air matamu.

Ketika kau fikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa
berjalan begitu saja...
Allah SWT sedang menunggu bersamamu.

Ketika kau berfikir bahwa kau sudah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak
berbuat apa lagi...
Allah SWT sudah punya jawabannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan...
Allah SWT dapat menenangkanmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk
menelpon...
Allah SWT selalu berada disampingmu

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang...
Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya
dan Dia telah menciptakan seseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu
kelak.

Ketika kau merasa bahwa kau mencintai seseorang, namun kau tahu cintamu tak
terbalas...
Allah SWT tahu apa yang ada di depanmu dan Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala
yang terbaik untukmu.

Ketika kau merasa telah dikhianati dan dikecewakan. ....
Allah SWT dapat menyembuhkan lukamu dan membuatmu tersenyum

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan
Allah SWT sedang berbisik kepadamu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap
syukur....
Allah SWT telah memberkatimu

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban.. ..
Allah SWT telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi....
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu

Ingat dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap... .
Allah SWT Maha Mengetahui.Allah SWT Maha Penyayang..

lepaks

huhu..mulai hari nie saya akan lepaks di library dari 8.30pg hingga kul 4.30ptg, sbb library tutup awal mase intersessi nie. Keadaan ini akan berlarutan hingga ke hari exam..omg next week..maybe on Wednesday. Gile takut. Tadi pown baca buku x masuk2 dlm kepala nie..argh..tension nyer..knp susah sgt nak stdy nie..KLu ddk sorang lagi sakit, dtg la mcm2 dugaan like SLEEPY la SURFING la..mcm2 lagi. Tapi thank God la pagi tue, sorang kwn nie sudi teman. Klu x BORing Gak la.

Invasion

Haha..tadi my dad terpaksa pecahkan door knob cause pintu terkunci tanpa dikunci. Lawak la, pintu tue memang dh giler kowt, so skrg cume ade pintu without door knob. Lame gak la nak buka pintu nie, me and my sis relax jer, ayah yang susaah payah bukakan..So, thanks to him..Tp pintu nie mmg nak diganti dah kowt, nak wat pintu kaca plak kowt..huhu.

Thank God

In the Name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.All Praise is due to Allah The Exalted, and May Allah raise the rank of our beloved Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him,his kind relatives and companions, and protect his nation from that which he feared for them thereafter. I'm so grateful because I don't get fail for the one of the most killer subject in our course GENE EXPRESSION..haha..Though my result is just fine, in a moderate level but I think it indicate a good start, I really hope I can do better and better for the next semesters. Thanks DEAR.. cause always besides me, supporting me, pushing me..haha..LOVE u So MucH...

oh shit..

My God, I am shock to see my violin is quarterly ruined, actually that was my fault because maybe I left the bow stretch so the fur was partly torn . I left it for ages, I don't expect it could be this way.My music notes were lost, and I asked my sis to look up her music notes and I tried to play and I hardly play it anymore. Oh God, it such a regret to leave my violin, my music coach must be upset with me, I used to be a good student and have performed in several events it include Pesta Gendang Nusantara, Symposium P.Ramlee, and many other.

prepare

HuHU..today would be the last class for intersession, yesterday my lecturer said everybody are free to go or not to go for this last class. So, I think I'd better go cause not much thing to do at home besides of blogging, and Facebooking. I just printed out some previous examination papers to make as exercises and to analyze the question patterns. Sedey nyer..it's about to end, I'm going to miss everybody who around me throughout intersession. Actually I got plenty of options, whether go to class, back home to Malacca or back to GranDpa's house. I have decided to go for class, just to meet Remnant of people who are willing to come to last free class.

Takut nyer, exam pown nak dekat, just a week ahead!! Argh..tension

Fathers' Day

Fathers' day is nearing, I cek kat internet td...tarikh fathers' day ialah pada 3rd week of June on Sunday. Saye x tau nak ckp ape kat ayah. Ayah mmg baik, concern about me, tp ada benda yang masih lacking..which saye x patut sebut kat sini...ape pown..selamat hari bapa..terima kasih kerana membesarkan afiq sehingga afiq besar skrg.. love you..please take care of mum very2 well..she needs you..eh...i tulis mcm ayah akan bace saje..haha..just using my tiny imagination. Saye suke bermonolog, mungkin kerana ade tanda2 kegilaan disitu..ape yg afiq usahakan skrg hanye utk mum...klu ayah x lg mampu bahagiakan dia, of course afiq rase sedih..hidup afiq ngan mum is almost similar, we always haunted by sadness. Afiq dh tukar cita2...cita2 nak bahagiakan mum sahaja...my life only for her...omg..my tears drop again..I should stop now..before it get worst..

Bravo

I would like to thanks to all my marketing group members for giving full commitment in finishing our very own project, it such a wonderful experience to be part of it. To my closest friend during the intersession Mohd Farid...thanks for your brilliant idea, and other group members Ismail and Ayu..your works are superb

I release a relief breath when I saw the Marketing Plan completed successfully,OUR work had finished but NOT our friendship..I wish that we will stay intact..

..I should be happy to end this intersession but thing happens in contrast..

------so.........sad.....--------

argh..I hate this feeling...why my life always covered with sadness...
I got nothing to be happy...

I wish soon I'll found the true happiness..