Raye.. hurray!!

Huhu..tonnes my of text messages and emails for raye greetings filling my inbox. The old tradition of sending raye card is fading away...but the main interest is they still remember and sincerely ask for forgiveness from you. I woke up quite early this morning. Then, i went to perform eid fitr solat...there is one MUST thing we don't do yet today is visiting graveyard. Usually, every first of Syawal, my family and i will visit the graveyard in the morning to recite doa and for remembrance that one day you will be at that state also..huhu.creepy and scary when heard of death. I don't calculate the recent amount of money i collected today. What i notice about today's quite gloomy as the weather is showing the same expression...em okay that's all..daa...peace..

Super duper excited

A bone of contention I post this entry to tell everybody how excited am I as Eid Fitr is just around the corner..less than 48 hours I may then celebrate the Day of Ultimate Success for all Muslims around the globe..The anxiety of meeting many people is started to fuel as I'm not good at communicate especially when dealing with my relatives at father's side. My expectation for this upcoming raye would be a lot better than before and obversely i predict that i will gain less duit raye..cause i'm getting older..huhu..peace

1 rice bowl

I am attracted to a commercial advertisement, not meant to plagiarize but want to share with others the uniqueness of Malaysian..

O, rice, tell us your secret; how do you get on so well with everyone?

One moment you're mingling with fiery mutton varuval.The next, you're with slices of succulent Ipoh chicken.

And every morning, you never miss meeting up with ikan bilis, sambal and egg for breakfast.

At our big celebrations, you are always there celebrating right along with us.

For Raya, you join your friends to bring us ketupat and lemang.

Deepavali wouldn't be the same if you didn't put on your brightest colours to make the kolam.

And every Chinese New Year's eve, you help to bring home family from far and wide.

As for Gawai and Kaamatan, you're the reason everyone is celebrating!

Perhaps your secret is that you don't choose
it doesn't matter if we use chopstick, fork, and spoon, or hands. You're just happy to share a meal with us.

Everyday, as we sit down to share a meal with our families, you're always there reminding us about the true secret of our country.
That we all share 1 rice bowl-the one filled,grain by grain, by the sacrifice,hard work and unity of those who come before us.

And we all share 1 responsibility- to continue filling it, together, for those who will come after

Quick snap

Haha..today is the most delightful day ever during my practical training.. I have a chance to have a chit chat with somebody that I really want to have a conversation with, ever since I first started my practical training. My life is becoming better as I got more new friends to chat with, hang out with..I formerly have a devastating life as my life in real world sucks and as well as virtual world. I always dream to have bunch of people around me, so close with me no matter the gender, race, religion..I don't mind all those thing. What I put in priority is I have to have supporters "friends" besides of my lovely family. We only chat for 30 min during break time..30 precious minutes we shared is complete to declare us as friend.HUHU..i'm so excited to have a new friend.Like I don't have it before..After I finished my work today, my dad fetched me up, then my dad dropped by to buy some fruits,I quickly have a quick snap in car, just want to portray how glad am I today..peace

Honouring the Hijab Martyr

Her name's Marwa Ali El-Shebrini, a daughter, a wife, a mother, an Egyptian pharmacist, a Muslim an a hijabi. The hijab has always been controversial in Europe. Let me summarized the story of an innocent mother and a woman. She first moved to German with her husband Elwi Ali Okaz a lecturer at Minufiya University. The feud began in 2008 where a one Alex W harassed her in a neighbourhood playground with verbal abuse, using impolite words, he called her terrorist and slut due to her Islamic appearance. Until the police come, he was charged for defamation and found guilty by the district court of Dresden. Here it come to the climax where an appeal hearing at the regional court in Dresden,she was 3 month pregnant at that time, she was stabbed 18 times by man who called her terrorist and died in German court room in front of her husband , son, juries and many personnels. His husband who came to defend her was shot by the security guard who mistaken him for her attacker.Her husband was also stabbed and is now hospitalized. Question emerging in my mind right now, why is the security guard reaction so slow, and how the knife able to sneak into a courtroom??..it does seem that Muslim blood is cheaper than those of other faith..May Allah give her family patience, protect her child and husband and unite them together in Paradise..peace

Life in Laboratory

Everyone is inter-dependant , we need each other to perform whatever kind of works. In laboratory we diagnose specimen that been sent to us to determine a further treatment necessary for the patients.Let me tell about life in laboratory..it kind of bores sometimes, but most of the times it is adventurous. Why do I say so..we are not allow to do any error. If an error occur , then the treatment follows is a mistake..patient is in a big trouble, we are not exceptional. In my practical centre there are five departments namely SR dept, haematology, biochemistry, histology and blood bank. Here are some pix attachment in my lab. Our head pathologist Datuk Dr. N Arthimulam , as in the pix is performing sectioning of the breast cancer specimen in histology lab, and some pix shows the surrounding environment..peace

new buddy

Last day..my new friend from States come for attachment together with me at Putra Specialist Hospital. We went to several departments for 7 consecutive days. Begins with imaging and radiology dept and so forth. It such a wonderful experience learn and understand standard operation procedure in such an advanced and well equip departments. She's a daughter of renowned cardiologist in States,her name is Trishala Khendria, she live in Arizona and now still studying in Choate Rosemary Hall, New York. At first we both feel awkward because we don't speak much, then after we gone through some practicals which require us to co-operate then we become closer and she said most of her friends stamp her as talkative and most fashionable person. Yeah I think so..when the first day attachment, she wore skirt, t-shirt with a flip flop. Simple but striking and with a fancy colour..really attractive..in my own point of view..well, I should stop now, because I need to do something else..daa..peace

Run out of ideas

Sob..sob..my friend ask me not to jumble up my blog, he only wants me to talk about myself, the problem is what..i hardly express my feels in any kind of form especially in written form. I am a bit secretive which I feel i should not burden my friend with my problem. I don't know how to classify it whether it is a good attitude or not. Some people say what ever feel in your heart let it come out or otherwise the result could be disaster. Maybe at one particular time when the time comes you will burst out like a raging volcanoes.My friends who know me better i'm sure they will say i'm hardly get anger. Yeah..i'm able to control my anger but i'm unable to control my emotion,kind a bit sensitive. Men also have heart, men also have tear gland which producing tears when the time comes,therefore i think women also have to mind about what they're doing. Don't easily put all the blame at one side..wah..no..no..i'm not going to tell anybody about this..so it's the end of the story..daa..peace

Apology

Right here, right now, I would like to propose my apology to my fellow friends who've been around me ever since I was young. The sweet and sour memories we've been through together would never been forgotten. This apology is an open apology which sincerely comes from the bottom of my heart. At this precious moment I am determine to forgive who ever people who've made mistakes of fault towards me.I can't stop man thinking about me, I can't stop man talking about me..but things for sure I am endeavour to alter what man thinking about me and what man talking about me. I try so hard to perplex what is going wrong with me till I'm now alone. But when I listen to MJ song You Are Not Alone, I feel motivated not to feel that way. Things can happen rapidly as fast as a blink of an eyes. Maybe today I'm at the pinnacle and maybe tomorrow I'm at the basement, No one knows, who knows is only Al-Knowing God .I am nobody right now, but I hope to be somebody later.. thanks for being my friends..peace

Miley Cyrus caught smooch

Miley was spotted kissing Australian actor Liam Hemsworth at the Nashville airport. The teen superstar and her The Last Song co-star were "full on making out",according to Alex Emanuel who was standing few feet away. He says she's as giddy as a school girl. Guess Nick Jonas is out of the picture at least for now. Add Alex "she jumped into his (Liam) arms and threw her arms around his neck and kissed him and leaned back and he was dipping her"..owh that so sweet..peace

Count down to shame

Eid ul-Fitr is coming up, just liltle steps forward towards a celebration for Muslims. At that day, if i didn't able to recover from my acne problem, i'm sure going to be so embarrass. Totally crap, i hate being attack by acne..it is my greatest enemy. It would be the beginning of a tale of woe. God..help me..i've been trying so much products.some show bit improvement..but i need something to entirely get rid of this rival. Perhaps, it will recuperate very soon...peace

Ronaldo insures legs

Cristiano Ronaldo legs have been insured by Real Madrid for 90 million pound sterling in which that Spanish club have bought him for a record 80 million pound sterling-want to protect their money if he picks up long term injury. Bosses get nervous after he got knocked his knee recently. Real's doctors have given him all-clear...peace

Siti's New Album

Siti Nurhaliza's latest album entitled Tahajjud Cinta is informed to come out on 9/9/2009 which believe auspicious by some believers which it bring the meaning of everlasting.Don't take it seriously because Siti's new album debut don't have any intention to believe and embraces that particular belief.It just a matter of number..nice looking number..peace

Raye shopping splurge

Huhu...i just come back from shopping, my dad spend quite big amount just for me..because i'm the only one who don't buy anything yet...its like heaven..so many choices..several labelled clothes i bought include nike, goggle, rushai, garage graphic etc. Thank god it is not as hectic as Jusco. Recent day i went to jusco.I barely couldn't breath because it was so crowded, it was already like "pasar malam"..peace

stop accusing us..!!

Malaysia-Indonesia ties is at stake, because there is group of people who are irresponsible which implement sense of Anti-Malaysia sentiment. It so irrelevant when you fight because of the culture that we already knew we comes from the same roots. Okay...about pendet dance I don't question about the origin but for the rest of the cultural aspects we are almost the same. Moreover the dance shown in the Discovery Channel not edited by Malaysian producer but by Discovery Channel. Discovery Channel had proposed their apology, so.. what else they want from us?.. I was shocked our nation pride Jalur Gemilang was burnt in Yogjakarta University. Where is their mind? on top of that, Indonesian's hackers attacking hundreds of Malaysian websites and claimed Malaysia as thief..But we Malaysian should not trail the stupidity and enviousness towards us...peace

Strict Islamic Law enforce in Acheh

Indonesia's Acheh province is set to enforce a strict form of Islamic criminal law, including stoning to death married adulterers while unmarried adulterers will be caned 100 times abide the Sharia law..peace

List of My best Pal

kindergarten _+ Mohd Hishammudin

primary school_+ Mohd Hamzah

Secondary school_+ Mohd Zulhilmi+Mohd Syahmi+ Mohd Syukri

University_+ .........nobody but apparently syahril..

List above is referring to my greatest pals ever.. We never fight or even quarrel. The spirit of friendship will last till my last breath..

Pollution

When talk about pollution first thing that cross our mind i'm sure it regarding air pollution, water, thermal, soil etc.. Without realize we are actually dealing with a real pollution that occurring in ourselves. Do you ever wonder about mind pollution, heart pollution. Those are internal pollution caused by the individual itself. Mind pollution can be caused by using unacceptable form of language, impolite to people, watching or reading unacceptable form of media. While for heart pollution caused by hatred, envious, snobbish attitude empowering ones individual. These bad attitude resulting to disunity and ultimately may cause chaos. So come on everybody we overcome these sort of pollutions, may us be one of the pollution free individual to forge or maintain spirit of unity amongst society...peace

Renaissance

The word renaissance meaning rebirth in French, i'm keen to be a renaissance man. A brand new me, because till now i don't find any strength in myself. Maybe some people has discover the true of them. But for me it remain uncertain. Fluctuate..sometimes great and vice versa. I have low self esteem , lazy, easily give up and so forth. I will try my best to confront all those so called temptation which always lead me to failure. people keep on quoting failure is the beginning of success. I hope soon or later i will meet once..Insyaallah..peace..

Smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile