Only Me..

Terima Kasih..

2011-05-01T06:43:00.001+08:00

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah melukai hatimu, karena dia telah membuatmu kuat

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah membohongimu, karena dia telah membuatmu lebih bijaksana

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah membencimu, karena dia telah mengasah ketegaranmu

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang telah mengkhianatimu, karena dia telah melatih kesabaran dan menguji kesetiaanmu

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang mengecewakanmu, karena dia telah melatihmu untuk lebih ikhlas

Berterimakasihlah pada orang yang menjaga dan mengerti semua keadaanmu, karena disitulah Rahman Allah ada bersamamu

Final is nearing

2011-04-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

oh gosh..what to do..in a blink of an eye it just few weeks ahead. and I still here. not doing anything..why am i so lazy to study?? why is my brain keep on protesting, why is my body keep on repelling from study desk, why is my eye shuts early, where is my mind goes, my heart..these are questions and the symtopms called syndrome of LAZINESS..Tolong la..wake up..nk dekat dh exam nie..concentrate skit..think about ur parents, think about ur future..just few more steps on go.GO!!Go!! saufie..u can do it..!!!

Down..

2011-04-22T08:53:00.000+08:00

These days, i feel really bad..really2 bad..it come out of sudden..sad in a middle of laughter, yeah..peeps might say i'm mad or whatsoever, but do i care what u say peeps. No body care about how i feel, how much the pain i hold. What they see only Saufie who always act normal. They do not know,then.. do not ever ever judge people. Yeah, i did sometimes judge people, but they are people that i don't really know and it just for the sake of kidding. Not to mention internal conflicts within my family, myself, me and friends..just add more salt on the wound..till now, i hardly describe what i really feel. Bad3..final is nearing, and i have no mood to study. It affects me so much, and i realized my academic performance was relatively bad.. again bad word comes. I need friends, at most cases, i failed to choose a right friend. I'm so wanna leave Malaysia very soon if a got a chance..

near dawn

2011-02-25T05:16:00.000+08:00

it almost near dawn, I just woke up from sleep intended to look up for some informations about my project. The project that make me sick, do not understand the supervisor's requirement and expectation cuz he is just brilliant. How can you expecting high from a degree student, who are not into that field and may not included in syllabus studies. Things that, my friend and I just knew, still unclear. Yes, I do admit that I'm lazy and ignorance in some way, but really not brainless. He might have a great brain, but will he have a well coordinated body like me, used to be a dancer and a violinist,,haha..(; . Today, I'm going to meet one of my favourite lecturer, hopefully she can lend her hands, some motivations to boost us up...peace.

Shooting

2011-02-23T20:01:00.004+08:00

huhu..my friends and I just finished shooting for a very short song clip, which require each one of us to lip-singing..huhu. It kind of funny, cuz we are quite bash especially when encounter with camera, do some acts in front of camera is really not our specialty. But, some did it very well..others are just nice..haha. Me..em..just nice maybe, cuz I think , I'm not being me for that particular act, awkward in another word to describe it. Everything went smoothly, thanks for the splendid idea sparked by young creative man. He is just awesome!!!...ceh..okies..need to go..pile of works await me..daa..peace

knp??

2011-02-23T14:46:00.003+08:00

Knp ek..die suke nak marah2..?? dh x de keje len ke..klu betuL powN sakit. x leY cKp elok2 ke...

siape u Senang2 nk ckp Orng len brainless..Dh lame ke gune brain tue..ckp Tu biar r bek2 skiT..mane nk eLok sakit tu klu ari2 buat Dosa..orng doa buruk2..tau la pandai..tp ngat dr mane dtgnyer Ilmu tue..klu Dia nk amik..senang2 je..cm syialll jer, betul2 wat ak down..orng yg pernh ak admire dlU dh jd orng Yg ak ........ skrG.. klo ko bgs sgt G r kuar dr sini..x sesaui la ddk ank bangsa klu asyik nk mrh2..jatuhkn org mlayu sendri..

k r..ak ni pown buat Dosa ckP burok psl orng..dah2..cukup r tu..mesti ad hikmahnyer..

mm..

2010-11-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

mm..thinking the fresh idea to write about.owh yeah, I got something to share, it is about me and my own dumminess. haha..weird isn't it. I am so boring right now due to my stupid action, not really stupid cause if I know the consequences, I would not let it happen. actually, i've been missing facebook,twitter bla2 so much..and I get so excited when I get home, I tried to connect, unfortunately, my broadband was barred.No other reason than not paying the bill, kay..I put that case aside, then I come with a wise idea, tried to connect to my cousin line, wimax...em using my lappy wireless app. It has been so long I haven't online using wifi, so I merely forgot how to get connected. I thought it must have problem with the software, therefore I uninstall it so I can use the other existing app in my lappy. I don't know that they both are related..so, once I uninstall the pro intel wifi software it also distrupt the whole wireless' function..n now i'm blogging with my mobile. thank god. I can still get connected with my mobile.

Places

2010-11-25T08:01:00.006+08:00

KL central always be the witness of our relationship,

KLCC represent our relation, where it has to bound together forming a beautiful masterpiece.

Times Square and MidVAlley are the hubs for us To satisfy our crazy Fashion desires,

RapidKL -commute us most of the time

UiTM's library..haha, most chosen dating spot-study gak la..

PKNS and SACC mall places we hits when bores,

McDonald..haha..not to mention..a place for us to stay up..studying like hell..

etc...

Law Fac, AS Fac..haha..especially next to viro lab..favourite place reminiscing the memory of my Fav lecturer Dr Hana..

etc..

Watson..is a must place to go..my fav personal store..MPH..haha..her world..

me either..but just browse fashion magazines and stuff.

Welcome back

2010-10-25T20:19:00.003+08:00

So long..x tulis Blog nie..numerous reasons..

antaranyer Malas, x tau Nak tulis ape, x de mase, x de mood, N byk lg...

X de ape nk tulis la..tp sj nk post..ni la die hasilnyer..

kemalasan melampau

2010-08-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

kemalasan yG sering melanda diri Ini sdh MenJadi Jadi..byk Mase yg ade..tp skit poWn x Dipenuhi dgN baiK..mmG sedey La..tp x Tau NaK wT cmNe..Ari nie 1 class je ade another 2 were cancelled..tomorrow Lab CanNot be proceeded due to cell culture x siap lg..so another penantian.but laB akn digantikn ngan Class Lecture..sedey nyEr tgk paPer test td ..mcM teRuk sajer...soB2..em wht to do..

hopefully Ok la,.

entah la

2010-07-25T08:18:00.002+08:00

ape lagi yang saya nak merepek nie..ape pown mmg rindu sgt kat blog nie..sorry my dear blog for not posting any post for long time. haha..semester baru dh bermula..byk gak la bende2 besh and x besh berlaku...yang besh mase early week x byk class so pegi merayau around KL tgk movie sume...mmg syok abis r.. skrng dh mule bz.. dgn lab report nyer, assignment, test, quiz...argh...I'm started to feel d tense..rase mcm nak lari dr U..tambahan ngan mcm2 mslh lain yg timbul...mmg memberi lebih impak pada emosi and sume r...membuatkan saya bertambh mls dan mls...thanks to ayah kerana menjadi penyumbang besar kemalasan nie..

malasnyer

2010-06-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

nape la arini malas sangat rasenyer,

I feel really down, no mood to study at all..

lagi nak dekat exam, lagi + malas

what am I suppose to do?? any Ideas??? brilliant ideas..study without tension

td pown dtg library stay kejap ke, x sampai berapa jam..then chow..

I hope tonight I own my mood again.."study mood"

2010-06-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

hambaNya yang sering melakukan DOSA,mengharap keAMPUNANNYA,sesungguhnya diri ini insan yang HINA..

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia....
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih....
Allah SWT sudah menghitung air matamu.

Ketika kau fikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa
berjalan begitu saja...
Allah SWT sedang menunggu bersamamu.

Ketika kau berfikir bahwa kau sudah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak
berbuat apa lagi...
Allah SWT sudah punya jawabannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan...
Allah SWT dapat menenangkanmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk
menelpon...
Allah SWT selalu berada disampingmu

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang...
Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya
dan Dia telah menciptakan seseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu
kelak.

Ketika kau merasa bahwa kau mencintai seseorang, namun kau tahu cintamu tak
terbalas...
Allah SWT tahu apa yang ada di depanmu dan Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala
yang terbaik untukmu.

Ketika kau merasa telah dikhianati dan dikecewakan. ....
Allah SWT dapat menyembuhkan lukamu dan membuatmu tersenyum

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan
Allah SWT sedang berbisik kepadamu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap
syukur....
Allah SWT telah memberkatimu

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban.. ..
Allah SWT telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi....
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu

Ingat dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap... .
Allah SWT Maha Mengetahui.Allah SWT Maha Penyayang..

lepaks

2010-06-15T18:35:00.001+08:00

huhu..mulai hari nie saya akan lepaks di library dari 8.30pg hingga kul 4.30ptg, sbb library tutup awal mase intersessi nie. Keadaan ini akan berlarutan hingga ke hari exam..omg next week..maybe on Wednesday. Gile takut. Tadi pown baca buku x masuk2 dlm kepala nie..argh..tension nyer..knp susah sgt nak stdy nie..KLu ddk sorang lagi sakit, dtg la mcm2 dugaan like SLEEPY la SURFING la..mcm2 lagi. Tapi thank God la pagi tue, sorang kwn nie sudi teman. Klu x BORing Gak la.

Invasion

2010-06-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

Haha..tadi my dad terpaksa pecahkan door knob cause pintu terkunci tanpa dikunci. Lawak la, pintu tue memang dh giler kowt, so skrg cume ade pintu without door knob. Lame gak la nak buka pintu nie, me and my sis relax jer, ayah yang susaah payah bukakan..So, thanks to him..Tp pintu nie mmg nak diganti dah kowt, nak wat pintu kaca plak kowt..huhu.

Thank God

2010-06-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

oh shit..

2010-06-12T19:04:00.006+08:00

My God, I am shock to see my violin is quarterly ruined, actually that was my fault because maybe I left the bow stretch so the fur was partly torn . I left it for ages, I don't expect it could be this way.My music notes were lost, and I asked my sis to look up her music notes and I tried to play and I hardly play it anymore. Oh God, it such a regret to leave my violin, my music coach must be upset with me, I used to be a good student and have performed in several events it include Pesta Gendang Nusantara, Symposium P.Ramlee, and many other.

prepare

2010-06-11T06:18:00.006+08:00

HuHU..today would be the last class for intersession, yesterday my lecturer said everybody are free to go or not to go for this last class. So, I think I'd better go cause not much thing to do at home besides of blogging, and Facebooking. I just printed out some previous examination papers to make as exercises and to analyze the question patterns. Sedey nyer..it's about to end, I'm going to miss everybody who around me throughout intersession. Actually I got plenty of options, whether go to class, back home to Malacca or back to GranDpa's house. I have decided to go for class, just to meet Remnant of people who are willing to come to last free class.

Takut nyer, exam pown nak dekat, just a week ahead!! Argh..tension

Fathers' Day

2010-06-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

Fathers' day is nearing, I cek kat internet td...tarikh fathers' day ialah pada 3rd week of June on Sunday. Saye x tau nak ckp ape kat ayah. Ayah mmg baik, concern about me, tp ada benda yang masih lacking..which saye x patut sebut kat sini...ape pown..selamat hari bapa..terima kasih kerana membesarkan afiq sehingga afiq besar skrg.. love you..please take care of mum very2 well..she needs you..eh...i tulis mcm ayah akan bace saje..haha..just using my tiny imagination. Saye suke bermonolog, mungkin kerana ade tanda2 kegilaan disitu..ape yg afiq usahakan skrg hanye utk mum...klu ayah x lg mampu bahagiakan dia, of course afiq rase sedih..hidup afiq ngan mum is almost similar, we always haunted by sadness. Afiq dh tukar cita2...cita2 nak bahagiakan mum sahaja...my life only for her...omg..my tears drop again..I should stop now..before it get worst..

Bravo

2010-06-10T18:03:00.003+08:00

I would like to thanks to all my marketing group members for giving full commitment in finishing our very own project, it such a wonderful experience to be part of it. To my closest friend during the intersession Mohd Farid...thanks for your brilliant idea, and other group members Ismail and Ayu..your works are superb

I release a relief breath when I saw the Marketing Plan completed successfully,OUR work had finished but NOT our friendship..I wish that we will stay intact..

..I should be happy to end this intersession but thing happens in contrast..

------so.........sad.....--------

argh..I hate this feeling...why my life always covered with sadness...
I got nothing to be happy...

I wish soon I'll found the true happiness..

F**k la..

2010-06-10T17:15:00.005+08:00

sume lembab arinie..why eh?? idiot...morons..the server la...haha..cool down babe. If the server is fine I wanted to share with you guys my favourite nasheed song sang by an Arabic guy, beautiful song, beautiful voice, beautiful video clip..everything is beautiful, very touchy. My mood has completely spoiled.
Tadi mkn mee pahit...ergh..taste sucks..thanks to honey dew bubble tea..relieving me a bit.

Global warming a doom for Asia's rivers

2010-06-10T11:43:00.000+08:00

Global warming a doom for Asia's rivers

hang out at library

2010-06-10T11:12:00.004+08:00

does it sound weird..usually people hang out at shopping centre, recreational park or maybe somewhere else that might be sounds good. But me, I just hang out at the library like a GEEK..eh..nope..I'm not GEEK..haha..just browsing around some infos in the Internet..like seeking info for my zodiac, my friends' zodiac, news, fashion trend..argh..what a boring life..I just couldn't escape from this world.."formal student life"..yucks..I'm now embedded between two gorgeous newly met guys..ceh.suke mereka dgr....haha..kwn marketing..which one is from biology course and another from business marketing course. WE have totally different interest, the one on my left hand side guy so DAMN interested in comics whilst on my right hand side..so excited to see his investment in KLSE..well business minded people always like that..KLSE..what's that??? ha ha..KUALA LUMPUR STOCK EXCHANGE..owh yeah..I just got my second test result..classify it as "just fine"..hopefully I'll get splendid result later. Okay, now I'm out of idea, okay daa..

Tazkirah Pagi

2010-06-10T06:26:00.006+08:00

Ketika aku memohon kekuatan..
Allah memberiku kesulitan hingga aku kuat..
Ketika aku memohon kebijaksanaan..
Allah memberiku masalah untuk dipecahkan..
Ketika aku memohon kesejahhteraan..
Allah memberikan aku akal untuk berfikir..
Ketika aku memohon keberanian...
Allah memberikan aku ujian untuk aku atasi..
Ketika aku tidak pernah menerima yang aku pinta..
Tapi aku menerima apa yang aku perlukan...
Allah mengetahui setiap sesuatu..

Allah the Al-Knowing...the Almighty..Bless me always..peace

tranquil morning

2010-06-10T05:30:00.007+08:00

No other sound intrude my ear drum except the buzzing sound from little stand fan positioned besides me, emm..WAIT!! I also hear cricket sound from the lawn outside, and a voice reciting Quran..it's so calming.Everyday during intersession I wake up at 4.30, no alarm needed. my body wakes by itself, after preparing myself(..brushing teeth..rinsing mouth ..cleansing face...bathing..shampooing..bla2..and lastly ablution.) Then, choose right apparel according to day, for example; Monday..should be quite formal, Tuesday, Wednesday,Thursday..no restriction, I may have a random pick...Friday, usually wear loose cut apparel ,,long sleeve shirt..haha..mcm girl plak..today I wear..a grey polka dot cardigan, with striking red colour shirt, and skinny jeans..bag..let me think..MAY be CLING BAG would be NICE..DONE..besides blogging, I'm now checking the news in the internet by which it has become one of my MUST thing to do before I off to class. Yeah..just to IMPROVE my general knowledge and by knowing current issues I can set up many conversations with my friends. I am prefer to read a conventional news form, which is newspaper, but online news is more economy..I don't have to buy and besides it can reduce the usage of paper..though papers are recyclable goods. stop till here cause I need to perform prayer..I'll continue it later on..peace

burp...

2010-06-09T21:56:00.003+08:00

burp..in a matter of minutes,this empty tummy turn up to be fulled..thanks to my house-mate who brought me KFC..hehe.. he works in KFC, so almost every week he'll bring some meal for me..credits to him. How do I want to pay it back eh? em.. no idea. The fried chicken is so damn spicy, hate the recent flavour, too much black pepper, it make me sick. I'd prefer the previous spicy than current ones. But my mum says, just be grateful of what you have, think about others who less fortunate, sad..

PhotoFunia

2010-06-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

PhotoFunia

interesting..

Welcome to Facebook

2010-06-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

Welcome to Facebook

2010-06-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

my afro hair

2010-06-09T18:11:00.005+08:00

Omg...gene sape you inherit nie..sapaan org kat I..haha..I was like, I don't know, my mum got curly hair, but not so curly, it just wavy curly hair and mine..God..haha.. but i like it actually, it draws uninvited attention,everybody can't believe it, they thought I made a hair done "perm"..what for,?? yeah..I love go to salon, but not this!! I just go for hair treatments. I received critics and compliments, wait..why should you critics..it is a God gift, God created me this way, I enjoy it. Somebody call it fungi, maybe something wrong with the eyes, very distinct differentiable feature, still unable to differentiate..poor her?him? em..shockingly my niece also have the same trait as I am..yeah..here..I want to attach some pix on Mothers' Day Celebration..love u mum so much...Muah...100000000000000000000000000000x infinity.

gler lame..

2010-06-09T17:27:00.003+08:00

haha..gler lame x post any entry...hari nie mcm bese lps class..mkn tido...that's my routine during intersession..as usual boring all the time..thanks to social city and my lover SI who not miss and tirelessly chatting..it helps a lot to reduce my boringness..telling about intersession, it really makes my life at class time..when off, i'm back to my dormant state..where I hibernate myself doing nothing but napping. Should not be a good example.I just received a text message from her telling she had arrived in Melaka safely. But i couldn't reply I'm out of credit, sad isn't it. What worry me is now is regarding our marketing project..my part is completed, only left to compile with others group members's part. Yeah..tomorrow...it creep me out..it the day where tears or laugh are about to determine..tears when you fail the subject..or laugh cause you excel. Oh my God..I really hope it's fine. Exam is nearing me, makes me tremble though no cold, my first test for marketing..I think I did it badly..second test even worse..hate myself. I just cannot control myself, nervous until it block my brain to think properly and arrange-ably, I just scribbles on the test paper, with my bad handwriting, error in language where me myself realize, but i just cannot repair it back back cause afraid I will not have enough time. I lend couple of novels, but none of it completed. Funny, I just cannot be somebody else, culture of reading is just not into me. Especially novel that revolves around cruelty. My graduation day was superb, love it. I'm eagerly wait to have my second graduation for my degree. Although not many friends picture able to captured, but enough with memories and experiences throughout 3 consecutive years. Sure, enough with 3 years numerous experiences I had, bitter sweet memories will always be in my heart. here are some pix on my graduation day...

"lights"

2010-02-02T20:07:00.005+08:00

It has been so long my eyes was blinded..and now gradually its open and I saw the light at the end of the tunnel..seems to wave at me..ask me to come closer. Thanks God for giving me chance to change... What makes me change.?? me myself wondering why..But so far, I feel relief and tranquil.My parents stating their gratitude..when I said to them I have changed. I think, somebody had really made me realized the importance of "bla"...Tomorrow I'm going to have bio quiz..an open book quiz.

Soon after I had changed..in detailed..Last module in my faculty..they tried to emphasized about courtesy, politeness, bla2..to students..in contrast they portrayed the mirror image of what they tried to stress. What do they think they are?? Don't they know how to smile...or how to show some respect although we are students. I'm not saying all of them..but its the common matter emerged each time event was conducted. What a shame..

Despite all, I hope that I'll maintain and strive more for my betterment..I sick of minding people think about me...they just no exist..or maybe I have to take them as my stimuli. haha..peace

no mood

2010-01-31T20:12:00.003+08:00

argh..no mood to study at moment..hate it..

why???...

twisted thinking..

tense...

remember the responsibility..get up..back on track..

k..daa..want to continue studying although at saturated state,..wee..

headache

2010-01-31T19:29:00.003+08:00

cold weather, rainy..absolute conducive to rest and relax ..I wish I can enjoy my weekends better than this...this is referring to my condition now..in which tomorrow is going to be the first test in my Deg. in Biomol..test on gene expression..said to be killer subject for this semester..teaches by superb lecturer..haha..he is going to be placed on my favourite lecturer list next to Dr. Hana..in this case Dr. Saifulaman..proud to be his student...I've been informed that he is an Oxford alumni..wah..not easy to get through into that prestigious and prominent university on earth..and it said to be first malay man who graduated from that University..I googled up his details..come out with numerous searches..he also a head for the biotechnology department uitm Malaysia..and his research on bone cells have been brought to further research by our national cosmonaut to the outer space ..bla3..back to the prime reason I write this blog because..the tense I'm feeling now, I can't give my full concentration towards my study..I review and revise quite number of times..still cannot understand the notes trying to convey...to relief my tense..that is why I'm now writing this blog..k r..need to go for prayer...chaiyok2..bless be with me..InsyaAllah..peace.

%&&*$%$#

2010-01-24T19:42:00.004+08:00

after a period of time..me silencing myself not to write and even seldom updating my status in facebook. I'm now writing this post..just want to attempt reactivating my mood in writing. I am so fail in writing..I forgot many of basic formats, committed numbers of grammatical errors..I'm sorry for that..but this is just a blog..not a formal place..where every single alphabet is taking for details..no spelling error..bla2..no such thing in blog.. I can write in many ways as I wish..as long as I feel satisfy..plus, I believe not many people will pay their visit to my blog..haha.
New Year 2010..my friends and I have a splendid moment...I was seemed to be exorcised by NEW YEAR SPIRIT..dance like hell..nah..joking..I followed the beats and the crowd was damn cool..previous year I celebrated it at The Curve..then this year I made a slight change on the venue..haha..Pavilion..the Glamorous place in KL..located nearby StarHill Gallery...a Mecca for tycoons and fashionistas..

new year is coming up...

2009-12-29T19:28:00.004+08:00

New Year 2010..I'm eagerly await to enter into the new year as well as brings me along with a new resolution...my new year resolution..em..let me think..haha..maybe I may not mention here because it ashame me..but thing for sure..I'm looking forward to pursue my study in Biomolecular Science..hopefully, I'll be able to excel throughout the programme duration..the duration might be shorter due to credit transfer..Therefore, I'll hold my degree in shorter period..my parent..supported me to do not stop until degree...maybe by then I'll go for master and so forth..hopefully I can fulfil my parent dream..haha..
Talk about new year..i've planned with my cayunk to celebrate New Year together..but.we still blur..where to head..which place is the best spot to enjoy the momentous night..tomorrow is my dad birthday..I haven't prepared any of gift..due to me myself have insufficient money..we might celebrate in more moderate way..less than usual maybe..best part about my dad..he don't actually bother about...gift, celebration..most important thing is remembering..maybe I am inherit his attitude..

burfday

2009-12-27T10:09:00.002+08:00

wee...~~i'm so excited..happy, bla2.thanks sangat pada kwn2 yg celebrate my burfday awal pagi tadi..i'm having a great fun..haha..thanks to my cayunk..love u so much..my email and text msgs full with wishes..i'm so appreciate it..thanks for remembering..My God bless you all..a profuse thanks must go to my mum..for delivering me into this world..haha..love you mum so much..and dad..thanks for the wish also..second celebration would be tonight..this time with family..em..happy birthday also to my eldest brother..wish you for longevity and prosperity..huhu..peace

Tick tock

2009-12-26T18:44:00.005+08:00

time is ticking..tomorrow is my birthday. My eldest bro and I share the same date except for the year and time we born. I was born at 5 something in evening..a premature baby..and surely I was damn small. My weight was about a kilogram..haha. I hope tomorrow will be my day. which I hope, I will enjoy myself so much. I am now sitting on a couch writing this blog , alone in a house..my friend says..he'll come over to celebrate my birthday tonight. My mum and sis go to KL..to attend wedding reception. haha..what's my plan eh for tonight?? em..i'm thinking of watching my favourite film maker last film..Muallaf..I love her films so much..

Eid Adha

2009-12-26T12:54:00.005+08:00

Actually,I've run out of ideas to put into my blog..while I'm browsing my pictures folder..I've found a momentous pictures ..for God sake..I never celebrated Raya at Ampang with my grandma before.So I would attach some pictures..showing the joyness celebrating raya with my biological grandma.

trust

2009-12-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

trust and sincerity is the crucial part in a relationship, I believe everybody agrees with me. Why M is always question my sincerity, I know my own limits..and M should know M own limits..M frequently struck a wild thinking on my mind..seems to cover something behind me..I hope this relationship will long last..M keep saying , trust me, believe me..but the situation seems not allowing me to accept M words. To many things likely to appear gradually. If M really a trusted person, show me God..and vice versa.Month after we've declared I enjoyed myself so much. Lately, each time I went out with M, my tears seems becoming cheap.Seriously, I hardly cry, but M really made me mad. I love you so much, thank you for what you've done to me..I'm so appreciate it. I only hope you can be the one I can trust the most, and the one I can express my love and care..sorry because I hardly express my love, but I want you to bare in mind..I only love you..no one able to replace..as long you treat me same as I treated you..no cheating..please remember NO CHEATING..I hate a liar..If you don't do all the stupid thing..you may ignore what I mentioned above..peace

jalan jalan kat kl

2009-11-29T18:39:00.003+08:00

huhu. saya dan keluarga baru pulang dari kl..em..g umah nenek di ampang..haha..so many things happened..but mostly ok la..huhu...nak citer dari mule..mls plak..tp several most memorable scenes..mostlikely when my cousins and i went for jalan2...haha..we planned to watch new moon..tp mase kiteorng dtg..most of the shows were at midnight..so..we cancelled..jln2 kat around the curve..one utama..huhu..for me..it's fine..but for 2 of my cousins who wore heels..hahax..kesian gler kat dorang...after jln2..lapar plak tibe2..so kiteorng ade idea yang x tau nak dikatakan bernas atau x..kiteorng g umah aunty yang dekat ngan o.u..kat mutiara damansara..kiteorng bg la msg..tp die x reply..so kiteorng just pegi sajer..sesampai nyer kat dpn umah aunty..huhu..sedey..my aunty and uncle were absent..they went out.yang ade bibik..kucing, iguana nd byk lg bende..huhu..sedey..so kiteorng pown ngan perut yang lapar tu./terus bertukar haluan..ngat kan nak mkn umah aunty je..save skit kan....so..tibe2 ade sorang volunteer nak belanja kiteorng..huhu..my cousin's bf..so..die yang belanja kiteorng kat hartamas square..then..mase raya haji..haha...saya pergi sembahyang raye..cam x cayer je..huhu..x pe arr..teman nenek tercinta..huhu..ade jamuan skit kat luar..tp mls la nak mkn..kat umah nenek.ramai giler yang datang..besh la..petang tu..kiteorng dah plan nak g tgk wayang kat galaxy ampang..mase pegi tu..my aunty antar...kiteorng tgk...twilight saga..huhu..akhirnyer..tempat tu agak merunsingkan..takut maa...we ngat kan nak g pavillion ker..or klcc..but ini tempat yang paling dekat ngan umah nenek..just imagine..kiteorng mlm2 blk jalan kaki dari galaxy ke umah nenek..nasib baik ade short cut..actually bley call my dad..cuz i dad is around..but i sajer nak jalan ramai2 ngan cousins lain..sampai je umah..mkn..and boom terus tido..huhu..

Packing

2009-11-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

I'm now preparing stuff to pack into my luggage..I gave my mum stack of clothes, 2 boxes of toiletries and other necessary stuffs. I don't have any idea what to wear...my cousins are just different..they do have quite numbers be..of clothes..i think..I'm going to be defeated..maybe in a week they will buy 2 or 3 pairs of clothes..huhu..Therefore..i think..i should buy new clothes either..maybe soon..in KL..yeah.!! I love shopping in One Utama..so many gorgeous apparel stores..huhu..it's a shopping heaven..a mecca for fashionista..maybe..i'm not included..and maybe also yes..huhu...Unfortunate news..is we have to go by bus..because my dad working..then next week he'll fetch us..my grandma..going to wait at Puduraya..wah..so long i haven't step my feet at Pudu..I heard..it has undergo several renovation..which cost quite loads of expenses..yeah..peace

Christmas @ New Year at Mutiara Damasara

2009-11-20T11:04:00.004+08:00

huhu..i'm actually planning to go to the curve mutiara damansara on christmas and new year for watching a big performances backgrounded with dark skies with glimpse of moon shines...huhu..a fireworks performances..if I got time..or buddy to hang out with..I coudn't resist the temptation to watch those kind of performances as well stage performances..i'ts going to be a big party..I always participate it before..but i'm uncertain for this time..because my soulmate will be in Singapore..some unsettled matters to be handled..em..so..a major possibilities i'll be with my cousins..hopefully my mate will settle those things earlier..so we can hang out together having quality time..my previous memories when I used to attended the same festive last year New Year 2009..remain fresh..and I stil l remember my friend and I watched Bedtime Stories at Cathay Cineleisure Damansara..that movie ended at 11.30pm...then we got 3o minutes to go to the main square..near the stage..prepare ourselves with couples of snow spray..when the time came..we screamed like hell at the mean time spraying people around us..at that time..no matter who you are..we feel so close together..no more stress appeared.. before we came back..we bought Mc Donald..i have my McD porridge..wait the traffic to relief then we back..I arrived at home at about 4 or 5am..took my shower..then..boom..sleep well..so..so..great..huhu..anyone volunteer to accompany me, just text me..peace..

funny

2009-11-20T10:44:00.002+08:00

huhu..my dad called me just now..he says regarding the degree course..i've informed him before that i'm not recruited for this dec intake..and he was silent and wondering why..huhu..me either...then he called several influenced people..asking how to do..and what to do..yeah..i'm his only hope..he concerns about me so much..my uncle said, we have to call the faculty..maybe the result haven't come out..I tried to reach several friends..they said the result come out at 3rd week of december..what!! I have misunderstood the situation..now i'm releasing my relief sigh..I thought of changing the course..because previous chosen course was a random pick..without precise thinking..I hope..i will be one of the lucky person who will be recruited for the students intake..i'm not ready yet to thread onto working arena..love my parents so much...nothing more worth than you both..God bless my family..peace

i'm back..

2009-11-20T10:16:00.003+08:00

after quite a long period of time..i'm back writing my blog...i just don't have brilliant ideas to talk about..but what makes me come back is because of yesterday my friend wants me to update my blog..em..nothing much interesting occured in the very recent days..except ..huhu..my mum gave me pile of cash to buy a brand new hp..i was like..what!! are you sure..actually i have talk about this particular hp before to her..and i don't expect she going to take it seriously..then she said..she agreed to give me some money...i cost me bla2..i bought my hp with my newly met friend..he is so good at bargainning stuff..huhu..we got quite much less than its actual price..hehe..now.. i'm owned a windows mobile handphone...my dream hp actually is a blackberry..but it's ok..maybe the features is much better..because with addition of video call, gps navigator, wifi, bla2..thank you so much mum...huhu..now i can read my notes straight away from my pocket pc..huhu...tommorow, we are going to KL..visit my grandparents..who live in damansara and my biological grandma in ampang..muet exam last day...em..i feel so bad..i'm totally not satisfied with what have i did..it sucks...my ideas just stop..and i was blank..haha..let it go...don't want to mess up my mind with those thinking anymore..but i'm hoping for the nice looking result..peace..

Its bloom again

2009-11-05T15:18:00.002+08:00

Huhu..I just can't believe I got fell in love again..I thought of vanishing the word LOVE in my life vocabulory..suddenly.it seems been highlighted and filling this lonely heart..peace

Friendship..

2009-10-26T11:03:00.004+08:00

"F” is for Fun…………That friends share when they are together.

“R” is for Reliability….A true friend is someone that you can always
rely on.

“I” is for Interest…….Someone who is genuinely interested in you,
your fears, joys, and life.

“E” is for Energy………They pick you up when you are down, and give
you the energy to go on and believe in yourself.

“N” is for Nothing……..Nothing is ever too much, no matter what time
it is, night or day.

“D” is for Distance…….Although the miles may separate you, a true
friend is never far away.

“S” is for Secrets……..Your feelings and personal/private thoughts
that you can only share with a friend.

“H” is for Happiness……The way I feel when we are together.

“I” is for Inseparable….Through good times and bad, tears and
laughter. A friend will always be there for you.

“P” is for Perfect……..The friendship is to make both perfect..which both compliment each other and accept what it is.

Summon

2009-10-24T13:28:00.002+08:00

I summon my mood to come back being an active blog writer..not much significant moment to tell within the gaps..the only memorable scene would be when I sat for MUET oral test which due on last Wednesday at Malacca High School. It was totally out of my expectation, I thought it would be few candidates and the candidates would around my age. What shocking me, some of them were eligible to address as uncle or aunt. Generally, I have a great fun meeting new people, polishing my communication skill as well as enhancing my self-esteem. I got another 3 tests on go..reading..writing..and listening..A matter of concern for me is writing..It takes me quite long time I haven't check out for essay book. I almost forgot all the necessary formats to write letters, reports etc.Em okay.....daa..peace

Here I come

2009-10-20T15:23:00.004+08:00

I'm tirelessly preparing myself for the MUET examination which is due tomorrow. I made up my mind, whatever happen I have to go through this, unless I died before the examination begin. Huhuk..hopefully not..sins overweight my deeds..and for sure I'm not ready to meet the Divine God..I need His bless...for me to confront all these things..I have made a full rehearsal in my room in front of the magic mirror..Tomorrow attire would be:... a blue stripes long sleeve clothes by padini authentic , skinny jeans by A X.. tie by People, shoe by Nike..and bag by rushai leather...thanks for the sponsors ..ceh..no lah..thanks to my beloved ayah.Unfortunately, i'm not able to upload my pic..because of this crap connection...peace

Malaysia Day

2009-10-19T20:48:00.004+08:00

I watch Buletin Utama just now, and what catch my attention is the declaration of 16Th September as a public holiday. It is a great approach made by the government under the administration of a brilliant Prime Minister..After this, people priority to youngsters will know what had happen on 16Th of September 1963, where peninsula Malaysia combined with Sabah and Sarawak made up a Malaysian federation. A momentous date that should be always in Malaysians' mind. I love Malaysia, I love my country..Peace

huk..huk...

2009-10-19T12:34:00.001+08:00

boring nyer..why boredom always haunting me...last night activity was read old magazines..flipping thru page by page of old magazines was kind of interesting. Check out for the trends, style.. because the trend and style is cycling..old trend comes back and new trend fades away..I am a full timer critic for my family, especially on my mum appearance..she always seeks for my advice in apparel choosing, cosmetics products,bags,stilleto,shoes and whatsoever...huhu..peace

Rights

2009-10-18T15:04:00.005+08:00

I would like to quote a phrase from famous writer , Evelyn Beatrice Hall..in her famous quotation she said "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it".Referring to the quotation I would like to make a deduction in which everybody has their opinions, thoughts as well as their rights..an undeniable rights. In no matter form of thought either condemnation , constructive criticism, direct criticism and so forth..Therefore..here, I want to propose my criticism on today's Internet connection. So slow maaa...I'm sick of it....Y! messenger..why it doesn't perform well...my pic does not appear though I try so many times..tension maa...I totally blank..don't know what to do besides of blogging. This is the only favourite site that I can access today..and I even don't able to access facebook..argh...help me..maxis broadband sux..don't call it broadband if the outcome is like this..maybe it has to change its name to maxis narrowband..that would be appropriate..ooppss..sorry..daa..peace

Guidance

2009-10-17T18:20:00.003+08:00

In the Name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.All Praise is due to Allah The Exalted, and May Allah raise the rank of our beloved Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him,his kind relatives and companions, and protect his nation from that which he feared for them thereafter. This is not a religion sermon..A bone of contention I write this entry is..I need His guidance in which path I should choose..I am now having problem in deciding which course I should pursue on..I am completely have no idea..my dad said I should go for homeopathic medical sciences in CUCMS..but i rather choose biomolecule sciences in UiTM....I believe his choice always be best for me..He always assist me in any kind of matter..especially in study. The main interest is now, I don't like to deal with people in my future career..that is my weakness..which I hardly cope..Can I change that mind set...I afraid of dealing with many people which I also had a pessimistic minded. The previous experiences taught me..In a monologue mode..I ask myself..am I able to change this nearly fix minded...?? ermmmm...maybe yes...take your time..Argh..till when...till you completely confident. Okay..I will put my father's suggestion into consideration..peace

A brand new bicycle

2009-10-17T17:59:00.003+08:00

HuHu..it was funny..exciting..hilarious and many more emotions mixed up. Because I got a brand new bicycle..which it not an ordinary bicycle owned by most of the cycle rs in Malaysia. Mine was a Japan made bicycle, imported ones with a striking orange in colour with a pure leather seat, add with a speed gear application,a disk type brake and most amazing criteria would be it is a fold able bicycle, so no need to worry where to put the bicycle next. Actually, it take me quite long time I've never ride a bicycle before. What makes me interested is my mom also got one, so we think of rather than go for jogging we may now cycling..a brand new activity during our spare time.We surely looks like Japanese or Korean up next... huhu..peace

come on lah...

2009-10-16T11:23:00.004+08:00

Omg..they make this again..again and again..I'm getting sick of this. Please give me way out of this complicated circumstances. I have to tell this despite the pain I got, each time they quarrel. Because I couldn't resist the tense given to me as it become tenser and tenser..ayah- mak please stop this..i feel really down and sad..till I write this post with my shivering fingers pressing the pad slowly and my tears drop down on the pad..this is not the cool thing.I'm a son, i want to be responsible for both of them, think about your children. Come on...!!..forget about those stupid things. I'm in the middle of the dilemma, where I should go for..am i should lead my own way..I don't want to be a scrap for the family, race, country..Oh my goodness..things that I keep for all this while is now unveiled. Guys..pray for my family happiness. I really want a great family..peace

Route

2009-10-15T19:21:00.004+08:00

Jogging-a routine activity if I got spare time usually in the morning. Last day,8Th October 2009.. I have to change my jog route as the path that I'm usually pass was block by a gang of dogs, scrappy dogs which one of the scariest animal ever..what sparks in my mind at that time was if they caught me, I'm surely dead, sempat lagi I ngat kat Dr Hana..about rabies virus which transmitted to human by animal particularly dog. Then, I decided to change my route to a place near the estuary, the place was simply amazing.On my right hand side was a jetty..whilst on my left hand side area was full with construction sites..I saw many Indonesian workers pushing their strength to the limits, yeah it was a gruelling work. Indonesia?? Suddenly something struck my mind..a "Bendera" organization..which planned to attack Malaysia on 8Th of October 2009..wow..i was quite frigthen regarding the issue. Then what else, I quickly walked away from the area, which I afraid of being assault by the Indonesians. Thank god nothing is happening.. I know Indonesian is not that bad. Maybe, their emotionality overcome the rationality..so let us tighten the ties..not to break the ties..peace

Confession

2009-10-15T19:00:00.004+08:00

I was so regret and ashamed of making an open confession in the latest meeting. A group debate regarding an issue, which it touches my sensitivity because I feel the hard hit as well as I feel like my heart was stomped until it crushes into pieces. I hope this thing would not happening to anybody else, because it was so hard to swallow the pain.Suddenly, moisture from my eyes brimmed over dropping my precious tears..Let me myself and my family go through this..guys pray for my blissfulness..Insya-Allah..peace

Simpler template

2009-10-15T18:55:00.003+08:00

I chose a simpler template in line with my simple life I'm leading now.. green colour which bring a serenity and tranquility senses, enhancing as well as relaxing mind..if you don't like with the latest template, give me a comment..i will ignore it...hahax nope..i'll put into consideration..daa..peace

Adrenaline rush

2009-10-15T17:12:00.004+08:00

I feel the adrenaline is rushing in my blood veins currently each time I think of my upcoming MUET test. It pretty much makes me fizzy and dizzy..yeah..i don't know which and how to do the preparation for the upcoming test..I really don't have any idea/..hello everybody!! somebody help me!! em...maybe nobody will give their hand..I just have to practice myself speaking infront of the mirror confidently, elegantly, arrogantly..no the last word should be avoided.. yeah..okay that's all..peace

Outing

2009-10-15T16:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my friend and I went for outing..we went out at about 7.oopm. As we arrived in Melaka Mall we straight away bought 2 tickets for a movie called Papadom. It such a wonderful film, no wonder if the film got many awards. The story revolved around a father who really care of his daughter which incidentally brings trouble. An over protective father who only have a daughter and nobody else in his life. This story ended up with a great ending..a happy ending movie..so cool..guys!! you got to try watch some..WE watch it at MBO Melaka Mall, usually in Melaka I always go to GSC 3M..this was the first time I went to MBO Melaka. The place was really cool also, nice decoration, arrangement, lights...Then, after we finished watch the movie we went to klebang, bay area where many people hang out there, we don't like loafing we jsut want to breathe a breeze air from the sea. Suddenly my tummy groaned indicated an emptiness..hehe..then we went to nearest restaurant to feed my tummy. After a while, we decided to go to Jonker walk , which located in the heart of the town.After I finished my meal we went to Jonker Walk..we thought there is a "pasar malam" there.. But yesterday they don't have. So, he straight away sent me back home safely..peace

Happy Birthday

2009-10-13T19:43:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday to my newly met friend, I know your birthday is tomorrow 14th October, and wanted to be the first person who wish you,wish you for longevity and prosperity..May Allah bless you always...peace

besh

2009-10-13T11:38:00.004+08:00

I just arrived from S.Alam yesterday at 7.34pm , my thanks should go to my friends who help me a lot..during my visit to S.Alam, saya rasa sangat bertuah kerana mempunyai rakan yang concern about me..hari ni saye akan bercakap dalam bahase rojak..huhu..suka suki sajer.. special thanks should be given to Shah, Syahril, Hafiez and byk lg kerana menolong saye..sorry sgt2 krn menyusahkan..to Shah..stew yang u buat to sedap cume I x suke mkn daging so I x habiskan. To syahril, sorry cuz ganggu waktu bljr u, to hafiez sorry cuz ganggu waktu kerje u.. syg bngt kat kwn2 sume.. gambr i mase kat umah sewa dorang kat klang..peace

I'm here back in shah alam

2009-10-09T11:06:00.002+08:00

hahax..right now I'm sitting on the cosy seat in one of the cc in Shah Alam. I just arrived here very recent. I departed at 8.30am this morning, "thing" that commuted me here of course la bas..no other transport any cheaper than this..so I prefer to sit in bus. I arrived here at exact 10.30am. I took my nap while on-the-way here, because quite tired an of course because of boredom that always haunting me. Yesterday, my friend came to my house, we have a great conversation..not much thing spoke by him, I was the one who talk more. I was pretty shocked because in sudden he told me he wants to come to my house. While I'm busy packing for my stuff in my luggage, I stopped , tidy up my room and lil bit more at the hall, to give him pretty much nice impression. After we got long chit chat then he went back home. So, I continued packing my stuff, I hope nothing necessary left back. After the talk tomorrow I will follow my aunt back to TTDI. Maybe on next Monday I'll back to Malacca...peace

m0m+SiS+niecE+mE

2009-10-07T09:33:00.003+08:00

Bad Day

2009-10-06T19:44:00.003+08:00

my pics folder was lost + scolded by my dad + my lovely pen was lost + my bro was fined + my pimple inflamed + parent quarrelled + argh..I hate it so much

What!!

2009-10-06T08:59:00.004+08:00

What...I lost the whole pictures folder....the folder consists of all the pictures old and the most recent which captured my memories in it. Argh...I don't remember where I put the folders, I tried to check up at the recycle bin, it was not there...I searched at every single folder and it was not there also..I'm clueless right now..where should I find it..search program in window also couldn't find..okay..I need to continue seeking for the pictures..peace

sob..sob

2009-10-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

Dear friends,
I could not follow you guys go to Genting..I'm actually really want to go there spending quality time with you guys.. but what to do..I have financial difficulties currently. My parent don't want to support my expenses at the moment due to we got spending limitation. I mean, I am ruling to abide the rule as I have channel my spending into somewhere else.This is the consequences of spending money without think wisely. Yeah..I admit I can't resist the temptation to go for shopping. Hope you guys will have a great time at the City of Entertainment..peace

Ouch!!

2009-10-05T19:10:00.005+08:00

As soon as I arrived from JB, I took my bath and bla2.. then, like my regular basis I put on astringent of my face follow by concentrated serum..then, when the time comes for anti-blemish oil,tea tree oil was dripped into my eyes..I immediately ran to the toilet and washed with flowing water. OMG...my eyes were reddened and so irritated,I let it open in a flowing water, I scream out loud call for my parent..they were so shocked and asked me what was happening.My mum as usual nagging about my clumsiness, hahax. Actually I want to drip it precisely at my pimples which around my forehead region, without realized it dripped so fast into my eyes. Stupid oil..emm...stupid me also... thank god, nothing bad happen..thanks to my prompt action..to my brain, my nerve and bla2...Now it back to its duty, work to give me sights. peace

rejoices

2009-10-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

It took me for ages for me to go back to my born place, in exact about 14 years. I'm grown up, so did JB. It has change quite a lot, it doesn't actually shocking me, because I've expected it to be. We went to numerous places I've used to go in my childhood time including places that I keep on hearing about, like Danga Bay, Iskandar Development Territory and so forth. What fascinate me is the modernized development occurring in Johore. 3-day 2-night not enough to explore the whole city. For 2 consecutive nights we went back to our rest house at late night. We explored the city treasures started from the early morning. We went to many recommended places just want to satisfy our desires. At night, the city is so lively, i've informed by my dad some of the shops are 24/7 open, that's great..In City Plaza, we watched a movie entitled Tsunami at Haeundae. At the very beginning of the story, I kind of funny intercepted with serious scene which showing the real life of what has happening around the area.It reminded my my beloved film-maker Yasmin Ahmad. The story end up with heart-wrenching ending, I was not exceptionalized to drop my precious fluid drip from my eyes called tears. Not to be forgotten I visited my former primary school, my former house, where my dad has sold it to a chinese man. My parent took this opportunity to visit their close friends who live around. too many things I'm not mention in this post, I think this is enough to show how delighted am I right now..peace

back to JB

2009-10-02T17:13:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow, mum+sis+me...> JB....attend>>.dinner,,RAYE DiNNeR..hahax.For ages I don't go back to my born place..I was born in Hospital Sultanah Aminah, in an elevator..hahax..joking. I was a premature baby, I was retained in hospital for month till fully developed in the incubator. I mean, normal enough as compare to other normal baby born. My weight was only 1 kilogram, and my parent said I was so small. They put me a "zorro mask" to block ray from incubator from distracting me. I was raised there till I reached standard one, after that never come back. And tomorrow for the very first time after I moved, I will thread back to my "land". The excitement is start to boost, though my mum says there is nothing in JB, it just a city, not more than that.But for me it is something, to look back what you have left for so long,changes of atmosphere and bla2..peace

Jogging

2009-10-02T09:18:00.003+08:00

I just came back from jogging with my mum, we always jog when time allowing us to do so. Usually we jog near our house at the coastline backgrounded by straits of malacca..Today's quite windy and the whistling sound made us scare...in addition with recent report Tsunami occurred in some parts of island..in Padang, Samoa Island..bla2.hope..It doesn't come to attack Malaysia..peace

Hectic Day

2009-10-01T23:26:00.004+08:00

haha...since morning till now I'm quite busy with my stuff..like finishing my lab report, reading novel, watch movie, shopping, and most recent put in stamp into stamp album. Mum and I went to Mall to buy our stuff..well we hardly find anything enough..always wanted more..just want to make stock..like earlier shopping I spent about ....... ringgit to buy something stupid..haha..some people find it stupid but for me it is kind of investment. Here is a pic showing bulk of stamps from all over countries especially around archipelago such as Indonesia, Thailand...and some of it from Australia, and India. Actually I newly involved into this hobby, I catch it interesting. I received a message from Yana saying we got to attend an event which held in UiTM Shah Alam on 10 October..It kind of burden me, the event start at 8, just imagine how do I want to reach there by 8, so I presumed I need to stay one day somewhere near there. Nearest location is my grandpa's house which at TTDI. It takes about 1 and half hours journey, it would be longer if congestion occur. I thought of staying at my friend hostel, he gave me green light already. Only a matter of making him uncomfortable with my presence. High possibility I will stay at my friend place a day earlier..I mean maybe I will come on Friday..peace

twisted emotion

2009-09-30T19:29:00.004+08:00

A mixture of sadness combine with happiness translating uncertain feels. I'm happy to finish my task as a student of microbiology study..I'm sad because have to leave my friends...Thing for sure our relationship will last forever. My close friend June, she gave me ang paw..total rm50 with a piece of card wishing me "best of luck"..a simple message..meaningful enough.....here are some pic..my last day in lab..peace

Certainly

2009-09-28T20:28:00.003+08:00

I definitely found the place where should I express what I feel time by time..it's here!!..yeah here..I don't meant to being scorn or cocky or arrogant or show off..It just what I feel and what comes in mind I convey through written form..it might difficult to understand..at least I have buffer the feels..at the mean time my writing skill will gradually improve.. (maybe yes..or maybe not).. huh..tomorrow I will follow my parents go to my sis-in-law "graduation" in Kajang.. My dad come back this night from JB.. I will bring some coverage about it tomorrow..not so vital..but just want to fill my spare time writing. Guys please pray for my success in MUET..I'm nervous..peace

3 days on go...

2009-09-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

Three days ahead I will finish my practical training for my last semester in microbiology study..I'm thinking of tread into job arena, maybe a part-timer.. I never worked before...Therefore I might find it hard..but not sure...hope I can adapt to the environment and kind of have a chemistry with the future job...My concern is where should I work...it is easier for me to work at KL...because grandpa's house near by One Utama..so, I thinking of stay there for quite sometime..he always wanted me to stay with him..maybe I will put that into consideration..at the mean time my mum wants me to work nearby our house..main interest for the issue is transportation...how do I want to commute from house to work place. I might stray my mum suggestion as I don't have transport..Frankly, I don't like use public transport in Melaka...I never get ride into bus in Melaka..except express bus..MLK-KL..huhu...my friends surely giggle at me because till now I have none of the licenses, neither driving nor riding...it sucks...but what to do..my dad disapprobation me from taking any of the license. Reason??? Only he knows..ask him....You all may see picture attachment..she is my best friend in my practical training..she hardly persuaded..I only got a sneak snap while we're having our lunch at Seleria..let me introduce=..her name is Junaida..she prefer to address herself as June..not many people recognized her as Malay people..she has deep accent in english..she only talk well in english though she is Malay..haha..but interesting to know her..she teaches me many things..I can say she is my god-mother, don't understatement us as couple or what so ever..It happens because we are so close until I heard the emergence of annoyed rumour about us..we just close friend..+++ ..the foods at Seleria are simply scrumptious...peace..

Worrisome

2009-09-27T22:07:00.004+08:00

worrisome..I'm worry to sit for Malaysian University English Test or in abbreviation MUET. My heart start to pound heavily when it comes to this matter in general, anything to do with examination. It seems I was jab for external adrenaline hormones that boost my anxiety...sigh by sigh I leaves behind..thinking regarding this matter.the venue for MUET at Malacca High School..21st Oct (speaking)..7th Nov (reading,writing & listening) ...peace

Hair done again

2009-09-27T21:54:00.003+08:00

Today..here comes my sis turn...as usual...mum+me+sis > salon > sis+hair highlight - 3 hours >= a brand new hair...but she refused to snap a pic..because her sunburned face not fully recover yet..I bought- 1 sculpting lotion_ back home..end..peace

great-grandpa

2009-09-27T21:10:00.006+08:00

hehe..I'm grin together with the excitement to see my great-grandpa name was appeared to be a road name..my mum said my great-grandpa was kind and generous..he used to be a village headman...everybody around the area knew him..I don't get a chance to meet him...he passed away a year before I was born. My mum always tell me to mind about taking care of our family dignity..She always emphasize the word DIGNITY..mannerism..etiquette...++..peace

pic of the day

2009-09-27T14:11:00.005+08:00

Today..as usual boredom struck me again..

get RoCk..

2009-09-26T22:10:00.004+08:00

Em..at about 6 pm... my mom and I went to salon near our home..I only thought to accompany her but things get vary as I also made a hair done. We both colour our hair with 2 different tones of colours.*** Mine was deep mahagony colour while my mum was rich mahagony colour. We finished at 9 somehing...it cost bla2***...no need to tell. We both satisfied with the outcome..tomorrow we'll come again because my little sister wants to highlight her hair...A new hair done makes both of us more confident.. Hope ayah not get angry..sure he not..I'm very persuasive..hehe..peace*~*

boredom

2009-09-26T14:59:00.003+08:00

BORING..a state I can't escape from..I got nothing else to do besides blogging..watch tv..sucks)...read book...lazy)....shopping...no money)...eat...afraid of being plump)..sleep..not yet drowsy)..argh..tension.. peace

morning..

2009-09-26T09:05:00.002+08:00

Wake in sudden move..my comforter was laid on the floor as I didn't on my aircond..I felt hot though fan is spinning rapidly..that is one of reason I wake quite early this morning. Loud sound from my radio intruded my ear.I wondering why is my hp doesn't yelp..usually it will yelp like a toddler. Then, I remembered yesterday I turned it off..somebody was interrupting me..I turn my hp on, I received 3 messages from my friend and 1 message from maxis..7 missed call were reported. It is from a stalker..I got to really watch who is calling me because I'm afraid of communicate with people, especially the strangers. I'm sorry if I don't pick up your call before your name appear on my hp screen..right now many people tend to commit cyber crime inclusive via hp. My attire for last night a banana republic tee with grey lining, a grey coloured boxer by calvin klien..peace

wait

2009-09-25T22:57:00.004+08:00

On my motorola screen shows current time 10.58pm ..mum has not back home yet..she left me at 3.00++pm till now she's missing in action..for sure she with grandma..does she going to grant her promise to buy big apple..em may be not..I lose my mood already..no more appetite currently. I'm messaging with my friend to fade my worrisome. At least I got something to do to make me awake waiting for my mum.She just texted me, she is having her supper at somewhere..I don't want to reply because it only make me agitated. I never left by my parents before..then, i feel quite dejected. ++I almost break my lovely hp..mine is flip one..i let it wide open..then,I just jump onto my bed to read some magazine without realize my hp was beneath the comforter.. huhu thank god it not break apart..peace

leave me behind

2009-09-25T17:18:00.004+08:00

Wargh..my mum leave me..she goes to her cousin's house for raye with my grandma. My grandma arrived here at 2.00 pm..local time..(standard report). Grandma and my aunt stay at hotel for couple of days...her intention to come to Melaka is for Raye...My mum is so brilliant..she bait me Big Apple doughnuts ..hehe my favourite.. yesterday we also bought a box of big apple consisted 6 pieces of deadly yummy doughnuts...I'm now so boring..that is why i write this post..k la..I want to continue my reading..peace

Master of Disguise

2009-09-25T16:26:00.002+08:00

Master of Disguise..in search of the true friend..i've found numerous characters represent individual..some are cool, talkative, bad-tempered and hypocrite..they may look normal at physical appearance, behind the curtain of their mind there is a hidden black secret inside..till now I don't comprehend the exact intention of these people who always want to conceal me, acting seems I'm a complete alien. Whilst they are actually the master of disguise who conceal their identities..talking bad thing about one individual to another...and try to play around..like nothing has occurred. The result of the heinous act by them, I fell and trying to crawl back and gradually trying to stand-..Stand by my own feet..no more true friend in my vocabulary at that moment..only the selected persons were listed...others were annoyed. Grateful to God for giving me strength to fight, a will not to give up..now I able to stand steadily without the assist of people called "friend".. huhu..peace

Jalan lagi

2009-09-25T07:48:00.004+08:00

Huhu..Again! Yesterday my mum and I went to mall for shopping..we share the same interest..but because of my financial difficulties at the moment, so I just accompanied her shopping...She only wants to shop for her favourite cosmetic product..she has been a loyal customer for Skin Food Cosmetic product..emm...who suggested her?? of course la i..hehe...what makes us stick to this product is chemical free..and their products all scented, even the compact powder got a nice odour, furthermore Skin Food is a Korean Company..I love Korea..I wish to visit there later...meet my idol..huhu..RAIN****..my friend who wants to come to my house call off her visit due to for a reason. My attire yesterday..a jacket, t-shirt, skinny jeans,boxer, shoe...supplement with a bag as an accessory...peace

............

2009-09-24T09:19:00.003+08:00

wargh..i feel dejected..my dad has go back to JB this morning. I'm going to be so bores. Usually if he present, we always go out hitting many places..i have to wait for another 2 weeks ahead for him to get back in Melaka. In obverse, I'm delighted to have a visit from my U friends today..peace

Unveiled on October 12th

2009-09-24T08:03:00.004+08:00

This Is It..after wide world mourned for the loss of King of Pop, Sony Corp will release brand new single entitled "This Is It"...the album will be unveiled on October 12th..for MJ fans..buy the original..MJ..R.I.P..peace

Stroll along Melaka river

2009-09-23T20:28:00.004+08:00

4th day of raye..supposedly we just stay at home wait for guests..because of I hardly stand still, then i asked my dad to visit my best friend who sustain an injury due to road accident in Ipoh, then we went to Melaka Chinatown..at the back of the world heritage preserved buildings there is a river called Melaka river. Melaka river used to be unpleasant before till it has been listed in Malaysia most polluted river. That title absolutely diminished as it has change so much. While we stroll along the Melaka river we saw a drama shooting under Singapore production. We stopped by to see how the actors acting, and how the director directing.Huhu..then we saw a Melaka River Cruise passing by us..I got ride twice into Melaka River Cruise before. An interesting experience got into the cruise..serve with unique scenery, a fusion between modern and traditional atmospheres producing extravagant feels. After we spent sometime at there, then we went to my former baby-sitter's house for raye... peace

Materialism

2009-09-23T11:52:00.005+08:00

Materialism...give meaning to the belief that material possessions and physical comfort are more important than spiritual values..please don't use me..i'm on my way to forget you..why do give me a shot again. I sought for advice from my best friend, he agreed that "bla" is a gold digger..I admit I went trough hardest time of my life to try forgetting "bla". I dreamt often about "bla".."bla" will always be "bla". What "bla" knows only money, stuff..i'm not rich...i can't provide what 'bla' extreme desires. Thirst of people money..but i don't know whether i have misunderstood "bla" or what.. in "bla latest text message-maybe it is a joke..but it portrayed "bla" greediness."bla" in the message said "bla" miss my laugh, my voice..bla2 and finally "bla" said what "bla" miss most is duit raye ...i'm a student..i don't have income and financial security..I just ignore "bla". A disappointment behind the ignorance..Hope "bla" will change..peace

bad news

2009-09-23T09:57:00.003+08:00

I received a text message from my best friend, he said; "Saufi, dis raya i can't come 2 ur house.Becoz got an accdnt.So u've 2 cme my house lah..". Right after I received his message I tried to reach him, finally I did. I asked him what was happening, he said he got into accident, 20 stitches, broken bone and torn ligament at his right foot. To add salt to the wound he will miss several events which need him to attend.Pre-graduate dinner, Course dinner, and Dean Awards, plus his exam is coming up. As a friend i'm really worry about him, because it is hard to find friend like him. I will try to steal my time visit him soon..kay..peace

3rd Raye at Pantai Puteri

2009-09-23T08:28:00.005+08:00

Yesterday my family and i went to Pantai Puteri together with my relatives at dad's side. Dad's Family Foundation had organized an event, a Family Day in intentionally to strengthen the ties amongst members. It is not the first time, it had been quite sometimes, but for sure. I still cannot mingle with them. There are various activities done, from all walks of life..activities for children till to the parents. I spent my day laid back read my newly bought novel entitled Twilight. The novel amazed me as far as I read. Varieties of foods served to fulfil people's multi tastes, alerted numerous tongue buds' sensors, scrumptious and mouth watering. Gifts were pile up to be given to the deserved winners. My second brother won the lucky draw..huhu it kind a weird also because this is the first time our family won the lucky draw..but it doesn't mean our family is not lucky enough.. I'm grateful to have my family...though there are error here and there, I believe it is common...My attire to the beach..I wore short pant, t-shirt, belt, unzipped sweater, cap, brief, bangle, necklace..huhu..peace

Raye..

2009-09-22T19:43:00.005+08:00

Raye.. hurray!!

2009-09-20T15:53:00.003+08:00

Huhu..tonnes my of text messages and emails for raye greetings filling my inbox. The old tradition of sending raye card is fading away...but the main interest is they still remember and sincerely ask for forgiveness from you. I woke up quite early this morning. Then, i went to perform eid fitr solat...there is one MUST thing we don't do yet today is visiting graveyard. Usually, every first of Syawal, my family and i will visit the graveyard in the morning to recite doa and for remembrance that one day you will be at that state also..huhu.creepy and scary when heard of death. I don't calculate the recent amount of money i collected today. What i notice about today's quite gloomy as the weather is showing the same expression...em okay that's all..daa...peace..

Super duper excited

2009-09-18T21:26:00.004+08:00

A bone of contention I post this entry to tell everybody how excited am I as Eid Fitr is just around the corner..less than 48 hours I may then celebrate the Day of Ultimate Success for all Muslims around the globe..The anxiety of meeting many people is started to fuel as I'm not good at communicate especially when dealing with my relatives at father's side. My expectation for this upcoming raye would be a lot better than before and obversely i predict that i will gain less duit raye..cause i'm getting older..huhu..peace

1 rice bowl

2009-09-16T21:51:00.004+08:00

I am attracted to a commercial advertisement, not meant to plagiarize but want to share with others the uniqueness of Malaysian..

O, rice, tell us your secret; how do you get on so well with everyone?

One moment you're mingling with fiery mutton varuval.The next, you're with slices of succulent Ipoh chicken.

And every morning, you never miss meeting up with ikan bilis, sambal and egg for breakfast.

At our big celebrations, you are always there celebrating right along with us.

For Raya, you join your friends to bring us ketupat and lemang.

Deepavali wouldn't be the same if you didn't put on your brightest colours to make the kolam.

And every Chinese New Year's eve, you help to bring home family from far and wide.

As for Gawai and Kaamatan, you're the reason everyone is celebrating!

Perhaps your secret is that you don't choose
it doesn't matter if we use chopstick, fork, and spoon, or hands. You're just happy to share a meal with us.

Everyday, as we sit down to share a meal with our families, you're always there reminding us about the true secret of our country.
That we all share 1 rice bowl-the one filled,grain by grain, by the sacrifice,hard work and unity of those who come before us.

And we all share 1 responsibility- to continue filling it, together, for those who will come after

Quick snap

2009-09-16T20:31:00.003+08:00

Haha..today is the most delightful day ever during my practical training.. I have a chance to have a chit chat with somebody that I really want to have a conversation with, ever since I first started my practical training. My life is becoming better as I got more new friends to chat with, hang out with..I formerly have a devastating life as my life in real world sucks and as well as virtual world. I always dream to have bunch of people around me, so close with me no matter the gender, race, religion..I don't mind all those thing. What I put in priority is I have to have supporters "friends" besides of my lovely family. We only chat for 30 min during break time..30 precious minutes we shared is complete to declare us as friend.HUHU..i'm so excited to have a new friend.Like I don't have it before..After I finished my work today, my dad fetched me up, then my dad dropped by to buy some fruits,I quickly have a quick snap in car, just want to portray how glad am I today..peace

Honouring the Hijab Martyr

2009-09-15T18:06:00.003+08:00

Her name's Marwa Ali El-Shebrini, a daughter, a wife, a mother, an Egyptian pharmacist, a Muslim an a hijabi. The hijab has always been controversial in Europe. Let me summarized the story of an innocent mother and a woman. She first moved to German with her husband Elwi Ali Okaz a lecturer at Minufiya University. The feud began in 2008 where a one Alex W harassed her in a neighbourhood playground with verbal abuse, using impolite words, he called her terrorist and slut due to her Islamic appearance. Until the police come, he was charged for defamation and found guilty by the district court of Dresden. Here it come to the climax where an appeal hearing at the regional court in Dresden,she was 3 month pregnant at that time, she was stabbed 18 times by man who called her terrorist and died in German court room in front of her husband , son, juries and many personnels. His husband who came to defend her was shot by the security guard who mistaken him for her attacker.Her husband was also stabbed and is now hospitalized. Question emerging in my mind right now, why is the security guard reaction so slow, and how the knife able to sneak into a courtroom??..it does seem that Muslim blood is cheaper than those of other faith..May Allah give her family patience, protect her child and husband and unite them together in Paradise..peace

Life in Laboratory

2009-09-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

Everyone is inter-dependant , we need each other to perform whatever kind of works. In laboratory we diagnose specimen that been sent to us to determine a further treatment necessary for the patients.Let me tell about life in laboratory..it kind of bores sometimes, but most of the times it is adventurous. Why do I say so..we are not allow to do any error. If an error occur , then the treatment follows is a mistake..patient is in a big trouble, we are not exceptional. In my practical centre there are five departments namely SR dept, haematology, biochemistry, histology and blood bank. Here are some pix attachment in my lab. Our head pathologist Datuk Dr. N Arthimulam , as in the pix is performing sectioning of the breast cancer specimen in histology lab, and some pix shows the surrounding environment..peace

new buddy

2009-09-13T21:32:00.004+08:00

Last day..my new friend from States come for attachment together with me at Putra Specialist Hospital. We went to several departments for 7 consecutive days. Begins with imaging and radiology dept and so forth. It such a wonderful experience learn and understand standard operation procedure in such an advanced and well equip departments. She's a daughter of renowned cardiologist in States,her name is Trishala Khendria, she live in Arizona and now still studying in Choate Rosemary Hall, New York. At first we both feel awkward because we don't speak much, then after we gone through some practicals which require us to co-operate then we become closer and she said most of her friends stamp her as talkative and most fashionable person. Yeah I think so..when the first day attachment, she wore skirt, t-shirt with a flip flop. Simple but striking and with a fancy colour..really attractive..in my own point of view..well, I should stop now, because I need to do something else..daa..peace